创业无敌手2

yesterday i was watching this show on channel 8 at 8 pm, feeling... silly. as the show proceeded on from the fruits selling to roti prata... i got slightly worried, kinda scared some stupid face will pop up on the tv screen. -.- and to my relief... it didnt... BUT then... something else caught my eye. the chen2 shu4 cheng2 and huang2 hui4's team approached a group of girls... and somehow they looked strangely familiar... then when asked to guess wad they tv crew were doing there, one of the girls... answered,"创业无敌手？" and said “猜的” when asked how she knew. so then chen2 shu4 cheng2 went on asking so do u know what we are selling?(in mandrin) and the same girl replied roti prata? and said “猜的” when asked again. by then i was like... hmmm... this girl looks kinda familiar... sounds kinda familiar... but i wasnt sure... so then the camera went on to film the rest of the group of girls and then i spotted another 2 of them which made me confirm it was them. and who was the them? they were................................... our seniors, last time de rv netballers... graduated in 2006 if im not wrong. and those i spotted were... 1. pecky (the one who answered the questions) followed by, 2. steffi and 3. rachael =D i didnt manage to catch the rest cos i seriously didnt expect to see them in addition to the fact that something else was weighing on my mind :) so there happy ending. (abit abrupt ar the ending of this post, but i dunno wad to write le） so bb ppl！

OMG

omg... something happened today... *shy* dam stupid...
now... after school today, me, meijie, huixian, sheryl, chih yun, casandra, gar yim, wu yi took 166. then me and huixian dam blur... never stop at clementi station... so we went on to the bus interchange with the other 4 of them (meijie and gar yim alighted le). so other 4 of them went to wait for their buses, then me and huixian dam gong, cannot find bus go home, so walk to mrt station.
then the super gong huixian suddenly ahhhh... her cookie inside wu yi bag. so... she called wu yi, and wu yi called her. and so... poor wuyi who had already alighted at her stop, walked all the way back to the interchange to pass huixian her cookies... (1 stop only la). budden after that we decided to eat at macs... so we went to eat at macs... dunno how long... should be dam long... cos we did stupid stuff there. me and wuyi go play with left over chilli sauce and curry sauce, we squeeze them onto the mc nugget boxes de cover, tracing the M shape. after that... we decided to play arm wrestling... lol... then we put the mc nugget boxes at two sides, so who lose then the hand will hand chilli or curry sauce la... dam lame... so in the end wuyi got smeared with chilli and i got smeared with curry... oh ya... before that... i dripped curry sauce on my uniform... and huixian dripped chilli sauce on her uniform... dam obvious can... mine was yellow hers was sorta orange. so after arm wrestling, we cleaned our hands and decided to go home... (not after helping to clear the tray :)
so me and huixian wanted to walk by one of the exits... but wuyi said the other one nearer to mrt station... so we walked out through that exit.. we walked... walked... walked... and... BOOM!... no la... suddenly... guai4 pei3 pei3 appeared... lol... no la... some .... some people (i wont say who... keeping it for a secret until next next tuesday ba) appeared... and.........................tats all for today. dam embarrassed... dun want jian4 ren2 already... uh... watch next next tuesday... channel 8 show, 8 o clock. the chuang4 ye4 wu2 di2 shou3 , quite nice... i've been watching the past few weeks' , including yesterday's sell fish one. anyway i ... "think" chen2 shu4 cheng2 and huang2 hui4 selling roti prata at 18 clementi road on 25th nov and 1st december... so... go support them? yea... so next next tuesday's which is 27th nov's show may be quite interesting... haaa...

dam

finally the dam fever's gone... but damit the throat's still dam friggin sore... wads worse is now when i cough theres like blood when i spit? damit.

sick...

i got the fever~
had fever since yesterday but didn't really think it was fever until today.
then i remembered sec1 or sec2 tat time also had fever in school. then i was sitting under the fan, then i was feeling dam hot inside budden i was trembling cos it was dam cold outside.
now no so bad just feel dam hot neck and back and everywhere la. been having sore throat for the past two days... neck was like aching this morning... was sweating like mad... didn't want to go to school... budden i had to get my marks... had to get zhw to change my chinese mark... so i had to go. anyway, i was like freezing when i was bathing man. super cold yet super hot. ah well... one happy thing to note at least, zhw finally changed my chinese mark after much of my pestering. :)

dover...

today was a friggin day. i woke up early in the morning and went to school. but i didn't go to school. eh why so weird leh? lemme tell you.
long long time ago... (dun be lame)... alright... so... once upon a time... (...) ... fine... i went to school as usual today. so wads the diff? the diff is i didnt reach school. ahhhh. okay... so why is that so? come... listen carefully... ah dam... no... its READ carefully. so... after i've decided to stop being lame... i shall start. ok come on gogogo. (...)
alright.

so.... i walked to the mrt station. choa chu kang one btw. i boarded the train at usual time... mmm... 6.42 am. the travel travel until jurong east. until now nothing much happen. so then i got off the train and changed to another train. yea. then... the train moved. it went towards clementi. so the air con was friggin cold as usual. but... i was sweating profusely. why? nonono i didn't run or anything. it was cos of my friggin tummy. painful sia. (batman) ... ok... anyway... it was starting to become painful... so i beared with it... then the train moved again. towards dover. and that was it. the last straw. as it went towards dover, my stomach become super pain liao... until i sweat until around me the sweat drip drip drip on the floor. dam pain... i was in agony man. it was horrible... like... giving birth? i duno. how bout this... to help you imagine how terrible i was feeling... just when the train was reaching dover, i almost fainted. should be outta pain ba... anyway i was seeing stars... losing feeling in my leg... so wad did i do? i grabbed the dam grab pole for support la. -_- ok anyway... then i was thinking in my head... should i go to school? or go back home? take mrt? or take taxi? sigh... anyway i was already sorta bending over cos i was dam dizzy, and i think some ppl were like looking at me... wondering what the hell i was doing, so once the train door opened at dover, i just got down.
now what did i do when i got down the train? i walked a few steps unstably and crouched down on the platform. i was still sweating profusely at this time and saw the sweat dripping around me already. then i sat down. i could sorta feel ppl at the opposite side of the platform looking at me la... but i didn't give a dam. i was feeling dam shitty. after sitting there for bout five minutes, i felt slightly better so i stood up... and walked towards the lift to go downstairs to find a toilet ba. so i went in the lift... and the moment i closed the door... the fainting feeling came back again... and i was like thinking... ah dam... why the hell did i come down for... cos i was thinking downstairs got so many ppl upstairs not so many... but anyway once i reached the 1st floor, i walked outta the lift, stepped to the side so i wasn't blocking the door... and sat down again. haha. then i waited until the stars went away, the pain to subside abit and i stood up again after 3 minutes or so. then i walked around and soon found a toilet. i went inside and... shitted. :) and just before i walked out of the toilet, i looked back... and realised... i used the toilet for handicapped... awww... see how terrible i was feeling to not even notice where i was going? anyway... i got out of the dam toilet and looked at the clock at the mrt station. dam. it was 7.25 already... still feeling faint and groggy, i made a decision. whether to go to school or not. and i chose not to. good decision though cos by the time i got home, the pain came back.
so there... thats why i left home for school yet didn't go to school... and also the reason for the title of this post...
bb for now :)

:) oh yea i just had my birthday yesterday :)

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interesting pe lesson...

today we had our first floorball assessment. guess wad... i split my pe shorts... LOL. ok that was really stupid... and embarrassing... but well its was interesting... sigh... i tink i'll continue this another day... still grieving over my poor pe shorts... bye

continued accidents...

hmmm... i just remembered a few more incidents so... here goes...

mmm at the pasta sukan netball carnival on... 28th july 2007 yea... so on this day we ... obviously had a netball carnival... so play play play... then we had breaks after each match ma... so then... when one of the matches started... i cant remember... but it might have been the one against... coral sec or something? maybe... anyway... so we stood up the walk onto the court... budden the moment i started walking a few steps, i felt this horrible sharp sting... maybe just a tiny bit less pain as the one i had against the nanyang match... but this sting wasn't just one sting... it was continuous de... but i didn't like have time to check it until the match started... so the whistle blew... and it was the opposition's centre pass so i didn't really have much to do (i was playing WA cos i didnt want to be shooter) ... so i took the time to look at the back of my knee... left knee... and found a small white slug there... and boy was i pissed... i took all my pain out on this slug and tried to pull it off... but this horrible slug refused to leave my leg... and then... the ball came again... damit... i didn't have much time to react... so i didn't really go offer the ball... just jog to help out... and then... was sorta nagged at by mrs khoo la... and ms loo maybe... cos i wasn't like playing well la... like who in the world could concentrate with a friggin dam white slug stinging ur leg while you're playing??? so then i was even more pissed. i stared at the slug... i used all my might and ripped it off and flung it on the floor as hard as i could... and continued playing... though my leg was still stinging... and... we lost the bloody match... it cost us i have to say... we were third in our group... could'nt proceed... dam pissed man i was... we should have totally owned them... and thrashed the nan hua peeps instead of drawing with them even though we only had 6 players cos they were simply not up to our standards... anyway so this friggin slug must have been planted there by some cheating idiots... (joking la) but still, it cost us our match... ah btw i sprayed some shitty antiseptic over the sting after the match...

anyway... next obs... outward bound singapore

so then... we went for obs from 16th july to 20th july. i was in barker with alex the man. so then... we had land trekking and sea expedition... and both i sorta had mishaps... land expedition... something amazing happened. we had to trek long long distances carrying super heavy backpacks... as a result... i was on fire... lol not really la... basically it was like this... we had these little breaks during our land expedition, so during one of the breaks, we threw down our backpacks and the rest of the peeps... my watch ppl were like telling me i was smoking. lol dam cool... they were telling me my back was smoking... which i thought was dam cool la... but i couldn't see it myself... well obviously cos it was my back... anyway zoey was like give me a bottle of the water then ask me to pour on my back... then ahhh dam shiok... then no more smoke le...haa... anyway that was fun...

as for the sea expedition, nothing much bad happened actually... just tat my triyak was supposedly "titanic". for some goddam reason my triyak with my 2 triyak mate on was goddam heavy. yea so while other triyaks was sorta like more of less on the sea's surface... our triyak was like half submerged... then other ppl from other triyaks were like... wah they sinking lol... then call us titanic... so there... we were titanic..........

uh... tats bout all i can think of right now... bb peeps...

Accidents... stupid things....

Wah... i've been wanting to post about all the little accidents i've had but a bit lazy la... so drag until now... anyway i've decided to share some stupid things that i've did and stupid things that has happened to me la...

so then...

when i was in kindergarden i think... or was it nursery? heck... anyway we had this afternoon nap thing... and me and this fren of mine couldn't sleep la. so we played... played with the strings at the back of her dress... those kind tie to make ribbon liddat those... yea anyway so we were playing la... play play play until... my hand got tied to her dress la... dam stupid...dunno how we did that la... so then we went to find the teacher to "save" me.. and i cant really remember what the teacher's reaction was... but remember she said something like cutting of the strings... anyway, after some struggling, she managed to untie the strings and yay i was saved... ok dam lame... ( ah btw i remember last time i always pee during the afternoon naps de dunno why lol*shy*)

moving on...

cant really remember what age other then aroudn primary school age ... so then i was playing in the playground below my house with my brother and some other kids. then we were playing then someone was like push the swing (the swing was basically a tyre held by two metal chains) and then for some god dam reason, the swing swing until hit my lips... the tyre hit my lips then bleed like dunno what shit... and... i dun tink i cried la... (cos other kids were around) anyway so i went home after that with my brother then go find my mama. and... got a scolding la... lol... haish....

moving on again...

now still in primary school but a few years older... i was well going to piano lesson with my mother... so then we went in a taxi... and my mama got out first... followed by me... so then i got out of the taxi and walked a few steps... just a few... then "Bang"... i hit a sort of sign post... to put it more precisely... it's my nose... hit the signpost's sign er... lemme draw it... - so the two lines at the sides are the posts then the line in the middle is the sign de bottom part... yea so... my mama didnt realise la... she walk far far le... then i one person bang de signpost fall down - cry - pick up bag - stand up - continue walking... yea so later my mama saw me cry then i told her what happened... so basically i spent the first half of my piano lesson holding my nose with my hand... er... yea cos my nose was screwed up... skin peel... plus sprain la... but i didnt really give a dam about the sprain... cos i never give a dam about sprains... just a waste of money... but the bad thing is now my nose is screwed up... if u ppl see properly... my nose the shape bit weird liao... haish... see how stupid i was?

ok... next...

so... this next one is seriously dam stupid and i cant believe something as stupid as this can happen. so when i was small... cant remember when again... i was sitting on the bed with my hand on the bed as well. so then... my bro came and sat down beside me... sounds like nothing wrong right? ... problem is... he sat on my hand... my last finger more precisely... my last finger on my left hand more precisely... and... sprained it... brilliant. so... i didnt cry really. i swear though it was frigginly pain sharp sharp super pain... cos it was so stupid i didnt think it could be serious... after awhile the pain didnt go away... then i knew i was screwed. so then once again i ddint go see doctor or anything... just got my dad to rub it once or twice... and rubbed it myself once in a while too... but heck of a shit... my finger still got screwed... permanently. its bent, til now... and it's permanent la... come find me i can let u play and fiddle with my finger... try get it straight if you want... though many have tried but failed... using methods like ... hammering, forcing it backwards etc. so come and take up the challenge ppl!

alright... next... in primary 5...

this is dam stupid... nothing to do with injuries or so dam silly... i was just looking downstairs from the corridor outside my classroom... and my waterbottle just dropped outta my bag... then i watched it drop... drop... drop... then was like suddenly realise shit... sprint down all the way... hoping no one ... no teachers saw... but damit suey... the DISCIPLINE MISTRESS saw the water bottle drop from the class she was teaching... then of cos... i got a scolding la... cos she thought i was playing throwing water bottles down... like how lame la... which idiot in the world would go do that... in school... want to do also do outside ma... lol

then moving on to secondary school... sec 2...

during netball training... injure la... but netball training whole day injure de so nothing special... but this one was a bit more memorable cos i sprained both of my wrists while breaking my fall after trying to intercept a dam ball... yea so bit more memorable...

anyway still in sec 2...

during competition... we reached CCAB ... then walking to one of the courts... then lixin throw ball to me... and i caught la... but then heckava shit... when i caught it... there was this friggin i dun want to use this but ... fuckingly painful sting on my ... third finger... horribly pain... and i dropped the ball immediately... fine... i teared... hows that but i tell u that was friggin horrible pain... turns out a wasp or some idiotic insect stung my finger... right before a bloody important match.... vs nanyang girls... after that mrs khoo sorta put some antiseptic and stuff then put plaster to it so it was much better... but i didn't get to play la... until... UNTIL... the last quarter... and boy was it a wonderful quarter... i didn't go up as GA and GS... supposedly due to my finger... ... and shooting la as a result... so i went up as WD for the first time in my life in a competition... and i dun want to say this but i seriously owned the nanyang's WA la... i intercept like at least half of the balls that were supposed to be passed to her... dam shuang la the feeling... ownage... budden we still lost la... but it was kinda fun... result wasn't great but the process was... anyway... then some peeps in our team were like telling me how the nanyang peeps were sorta like cursing me when i intercepted balls... hehe... :p

right then moving on...

ah... sec 3... this year... day of the last mid year paper... went sentosa with qinyu huiling and zhiying. so then at sentosa me and qinyu go rent bike. then ride ride ride... we went to buy slurpie at 7 eleven... must go uphill (which was not allowed la riding bike) but hee we heck la we rode up then hid our bikes somewhere where supposedly no one would touch our bikes. so then we went to buy slurpie... when we went back... no one touched our bikes... but some stupid van or lorry ah heck some big vehicle was blocking our bike's path... then we must go one round then can come out... so qinyu went first. then i went... holding the slurpie in one hand. so then i rode until the part at the top of the slope just before going downhill... like 10 cm away. so then i breaked la cos qinyu stop there also ma... then who the hell know there's this little uneven land sticking out of the road... so my bike went over it... then at the same time my slurpie "exploded" the cap flew out cos i was holding the cup a bit too tightly ... so all these happened at the same time... naturally... i fell... yea so i fell off the bike... scraping my back on the ground... at the same time pouring slurpie all over myself... and qinyu was like wah i tink. so damit again... i've got a shittily scraped back with skin peeling off... in addition to slurpie poured all over myself... brilliant... sorta like putting salt onto the wound? just that it's slurpie? ... haish...

now more recently...

or should i say more precisely... today... i was well in the classroom... at the whiteboard there... supposedly writing down the english stuff JT wanted us to do... then i figured out my handwriting was horrible so i got huixian to write... then if im not wrong i started being lame and throwing magnets onto the whiteboard ... hoping they will stick cos... during chem lesson daniel just anyhow throw the magnet then it was flying flying then suddenly "piak" i got stuck onto the whiteboard... then me, zoey, daniel, kenneth and han qian saw la... then we were like laughing our heads out then the rest of the ppl didnt realise what happened... including ms kang. so then they obviously thought we were crazy but they didnt realise how funny it was la... they missed the funny bit super funny... cannot stop laughing... so then after chem... after i figured my hand writing was horrible... i started playing with the magnets too cos i saw kenneth playing... then i wanted to try my luck see whether can stick the magnets anot ... so throw throw throw... then go pick up ma... and heckava shit... i was happily picking up the magnets then stand up very quickly to throw again ma... budden... when i stood up... "BUMP!" wah shit... super pain sia... my head hit the place where teachers put the marker down there... hit super hard sia... wu yi and huixian also heard... amazing how others didnt hear it... anyway it was super pain i was like owww.... then fall to the floor again... kao... then i cant remember wad wuyi said la... cos of the "brain damage" i suppose... anyway she probably said something like... you okay anot... very loud leh... something along these lines la... so... my frigging head is still dam pain... until now while im blogging.... got one huge bump down there... later got blood clot then i know...

aiyo... see all these stupid things that happen... haish....

anyway... before i end off... i shall talk about this silly thing i saw today... i went home cos raining no cca... took 100 cos 97 took forever to come... so when me and wang jue reached commonwealth... we saw this stupid accident... this double decker bus crashed into the taxi stand... the upper deck of the bus rammed into the shelter of the taxi stand that was sticking out... then dam stupid... wang jue has the photos... i shall go get from her soon... then can show u peeps how stupid it was... if there was a passenger in the front row of the upperdeck... i can only say "suey" ... surely get seriously injured...

anyway tats about all for now...
byebye peeps...

life

lots of feelings right now. just went on the channel u web and saw the news that SOUL's member Ishi died (seems to have committed suicide). he was also the dance instructor for the pss2 contestants. so when i saw the heading saying that he was found dead in his car, i was like... couldn't believe my eyes. it's like who would think that someone so young, with such a bright future in front of him would go commit suicide. man, so i thought it was a joke so i clicked on the link and read the article about it. then i was like omg, especially when i read the part which said that someone heard that the night before he died, his msn had a message, "Goodbye to you all." i was like... wad the... dam sad la. i think many ppl are just as shocked as i am... and its like the chinese saying "事事难预料". i dunno why ppl will want to go commit suicide, cos i think its a really silly thing to do... i know sometimes life gets boring and really stressful and it seems like you have lots of problems, lots of worries, and u start feeling dam frustrated and how you wish all these troubles will come to and end(i've experienced this before). but seriously, running away wont get you anywhere, you wont solve any problems. i dunno wad was the reason for Ishi to supposedly commit suicide, ppl who knew him said he was a cheerful and lively guy. i dunno why things turned out this way, and probably only Ishi himself will know... sigh... treasure life ppl...

look-a-likes

tats erm... me... yea i got the sporty look eh. got serena williams, luis figo, and park ji-sung. somemore two of them footballers, pretty good ones too... yeah.


anyway... went shoe shopping on thursday and bought myself a new pair of shoes. yay. then on sunday which was er... 6 days ago. went jec after doing cip. and... yea saw police there... recruiting people? i dunno... maybe just letting people know more bout the spf and get more ppl to join la... dam cool. me and qinyu talked to this policewoman... coast guard de if i remember correctly... kinda cool la... talked about quite a lot of things. so... this week has been kinda okay at least... but school's reopening soon. dam. sick. no. homework. hmph. i sorta did okay le la. other than the chem project which my group... well forgot the topic... so cannot do ah well... nothing i can do about it... kinda helpless. then chinese blog thingie dam lame... no one seems to be doing... (2 outta 28 people did) and i also dunno how to do anyway, so not doing la. but the rest sorta finished le... or at least i hope... as long as i didn't miss out any which i totally forgot about. oh ya and the stupid chinese book (3 kingdoms) which even the chinese pros cant seem to understand cos the book is just hopelessly lousy, im not talking bout the stories and event but rather the summarisation of the story, the book summarise until from here suddenly jump there... u know... tat sorta thing... i tried my best la... read more than half of it. i think i go search see i can find my comic version of it anot if cannot then no choice la... and amazingly... im completed math!!! yay! u people must be wah siao... some questions very hard leh... but being the pro i am, i did something smart! guess wad. ok i shall reveal wad i did....... i... SKIPPED some questions la... LOL. actually, i didnt skip some la... i think i skipped about 3/5 of the questions. yea... tats how i sorta... finished my math homework lol what a joke. anyway... good news... at least for me, im skipping either the whole day... which i think my mama wont allow... or half day next next next monday, which is third week of school reopen... nonono i know wad u're thinking. im not ponning, its cos i got me piano exam la... dam scary... think im going to fail... damit... must go bribe the examiner la lol... ah well... tats it guys... bye.

emo posts

been posting quite a number of emo posts recently... but seriously im super stressed out... shes screwing up my life... shes screwing me up... shes spoiling... stressing... killing... destroying... me... sooner or later white hairs gonna sprout outta my exploding head... (at least i wont be totally black anymore) but seriously la shes so dam pressurising me and its not suprising if i cant take it anymore and break like a string with too much tension one day :/ my life is so dam screwed up... im sick of it... extremely... im having an overdose of her and i think shes having an overdose of me too... its like i see her everyday before school, during school, after school... her two weeks in new zealand somehow brought me some relief...
i think its bad to have an overdose of things man... whether it was good or bad... it will end up bad... for example even the nicest songs that you enjoy listening to will turn boring if you listen to them again and again... ...
so... wad to do wad to do wad to do wad to do... someone tell me? shes been giving me tons and tons of pressure...and im left with no choice i'll just hav to talk to her tomoro... quit the team... and end this torture... pain... suffering... yea... i've gotta stop being a coward... go tell her and end it once and for all...
this decision may dissapoint some ppl i know... but im really sry guys... im very very and i mean extremely tired and stressed out... im serious... you dunno how sick im feelin right now... with mixed emotions and stuff... if given a choice i would'nt want to quit... but... i suppose all i can say is ........................................................................sorry
and one thing i want to add... dun quit the team just becos i did... dun ruin your own chance of being in the team just becos of me... you got in because you have the ability to... dun give up so easily ok...... you may be the one of the only few or maybe... perhaps even the only one left if pig leaves... but dun give up on the team nor yourself... you're not alone fish... you're not alone... i'll always be there to help you... count on me... dun worry alright? dun give up... for my sake... alright mama?
and to macdonalds... i dunno if you're really serious about leaving the team too but i hope you're not... just becos of your results. im sure the rest of the sec2s would'nt want you to leave too... u may not know this but i can see that the rest of the sec2s quite look up on you as one of the pillars of the team... keeping everyone together... yea so... i hope you dun leave the team so easily alright?
finally... to pig... u said u may be leaving after june if im not wrong? i suppose i cant really do anything about that if you really leave becos you're changing school... but of cos if possible i hope you can remain in the team... keep everyone together... bonded well... ensuring that everything goes well... everything is organised... and leading the team greater heights... i know you're the one who can do it... in fact... i believe you're the best person for the job... im sure you can keep the sec2s and 3s bonded together as a team and continue to progress... so... i really hope you will stay pig... dun let me down son.
i suppose thats all for today... bye...

time for a break...

I like walking... walking back home. Walking allows me to think...

I've finally decided... i've been dam troubled by this since last year... and finally... today... i made my decision - to quit the school team. Maybe i shouldn't havn't have gotten in this year in the first place. Maybe i ought to have come to this decision earlier. Anyway... now that i've decided to quit, i have to tell the teachers soon... tats the hard part about it... how to break it to them... ...

If i was told a few years back... that i would be quitting the school team a few years later, i probably wouldn't have believed it myself. But then again, who can predict the future...?

I remember when i first got into netball in sec1, Ms Cheang (now Mrs Khoo) asked me how much i wanted to be in netball... and i remember myself giving her a definite 100%. Two years from then... bout few weeks ago Ms Loo asked me how much i wanted to be in the team... and i gave her a 6 out of 10 rating which was quite low considering many people gave her a 10 out of 10... (mostly the sec2s).

See the drop within just 2 years? i've been playing netball for more than 5 years now... and yet i havn't gotten any achievements yet... and someone else who just played the sport for one year can get so many achievements... Know how frustrating it is? And personally, i feel that i havn't been improving much... probably remaining quite stagment... even after so many trainings...
Know how frustrating it is?? And knowing the fact that you have been training so hard for so long and in the end you don't get anything. Know how frustrating it is???

I suppose thats probably the main reason why im getting tired... and why i feel that i need a break... at least from competitive netball... Prerhaps with this break... i may be able to find my passion for netball again... perhaps its the competitiveness thats tiring me out... boring me out... maybe with this break... i maybe be able to reignite the flame of passion for netball inside me again... ah well... as i say again... who can predict the future???

Enough of this... i'll probably find an appropriate time to tell the teachers...
In the meantime... i shall start MUGGING!