Wednesday, December 30, 2009

screwed up life

hai... feel so screwed up these days. dreading the start of school... feel so tired... feel so drained...

Friday, December 4, 2009

stupid cat

while im typing this posts here there's a stupid kitten outside my house...
meow meow meow... damit man...
it was here since this morning... when my mother was going out to work, the moment she opened the door, the cat rushed into my house. zzz
then my brother and i woke up to get it out of the house.
it ran behind the sofa and my mother was like trying all ways to get it out (nothing cruel of course) just meowing and moving the sofa away. during that time, my brother reopened the door, and i supposed helped my mother get it out. i couldn't see the the chasing cat out part cos i closed the bedroom door from inside to prevent the cat from coming in.
so my mother and brother somehow managed to persuade the cat to get out but it still stayed at the door.
my brother just came back in to sleep so i went out to help my mother now.
we used a hard paper bag and a file to kinda block the way of the cat(kitten actually and quite cute but is so irritating im just going to call it cat) if it tries so come in while my mother opened the door to go to work again.
and as we expected, it did. it stuck its head in through the gap between the door and the wall and i was like using the paper bag to block its way while my mother was outside.
the cat never gave up and it went on its front legs so its hind legs were like in the air, trying to squeeze its whole body through -_- zzz.
then i just continued pushing it back out gently while closing the door slowly
my mother was outside(making weird noises lol) and trying to close the door as well.
on a couple of times i kinda pulled the door back open abit cos i saw its head there then my mother was like, "why you dun want to close the door!"(she was running late by that time due to the stupid cat
then i was like, "i dun want to close its head!" -_-
then my mother was like," dun worry i can see from here"
so i was like okay, and really slowly closed the door.
at the end in a last ditch attempt the stupid cat tried to stuff its paw in, but was blocked by the door -_-
then my mother was like, "my key is inside."
then i was like, "when you come home i open for you, just go"
so she went off to work...
(look at the amount of trouble the cat gave us la...)
that was around 8-8.20am
now its 11.30am
and the friggin stupid cat is still outside the door meowing and meowing
im so irritated la... its not like we're staying on the 2nd floor or something
its the 5th floor leh! it climbed 5 stories to stick its butt right outside our door the whole day wtf.
why doesn't it find another house damit and get lost!
freak im so pissed... argh... meow meow meow...
zzz... to think it looks so cute... but is so bloody irritating ROAR.
made a mess in my house and is continuing meowmeowmeow outside my house. ****

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

seventeen and growing...

happy :D
yay had a great birthday :)
a big thank you to all who made it a great birthday :)
thanks for all the presents and wishes :)
lalala happy happy happy :D
another year older... ah well... :/ lalalalalalala
lalalalalalalalalalala

thanks everyone lala :D

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Speed

i thrive in speed
i love the rushing sound of the wind as it whizzes by
i enjoy the adrenaline rush through me
ah how i love speed :)

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Post Exam Activities

:) today was quite fun :)
5H won the captain ball competition :)
and the best part was that it was due to great teamwork from everyone - everyone of 5h :)
yingying and sheila were brilliant at the front, with their extremely firm hands and flexible body, catching whatever ball that came towards them, scoring loads of points for us :D
jia chen and acer built up attack after attack, putting tremendous pressure on the other teams and created many opportunities for us to score :D
zhao wei and kah hoe were rock solid at the back as well, putting their remarkable elevation and height to great use, intercepting every possible ball and leaving the opponents with hardly any chance to score :D
not forgetting the wonderfully encouraging 5H supporters :D who were cheering throughout all the matches, providing fantastic motivation for us that was especially crucial during the intense match with 5A where we were down by a few points but staged an awesome comeback in the final minutes, going into extra time with a draw and finally cliching the win by 1 point :D

ah the match with 5A was the match of the day i'd have to say, it was a tight match which was physically and mentally draining, and could have gone either way, and it all came down to who wanted it more. Yet the challenge was what made it fun and to have won, the satisfaction is really nice and the credit goes to the whole of 5H man :D

that being said, i thought that 5A was a really strong team and that can be seen from how hard they made us work for the win. i feel that it was such a pity that they had to face us in the 2nd round as i'm sure that they would have been able to proceed further had they been a little luckier with their match fixtures :/

ah well...
in life, sometimes we win, sometimes we lose. luck does play a part once in a while, and when that happens, we can only give it our all and hope for the best :/

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anyway...
in the afternoon, we played against 5E. before the match, i was a little worried cos... well... they're weird... lol... this is not a personal attack or anything haha... what i actually meant was that they were the only team to play with 3 guys on court for the most of the game. so... i didn't really know what to expect but it turned out to be okay :) and once again i have to say great catching by both yingying and sheila cos my passes were a little oversteamed at times and resulted in them having to arch their back and stretch quite a fair bit in order to catch the ball which they did brilliantly :D:D:D the guys were great as well, the defence was solid, stopping 5E's advances on many occasions :D

the final match against 5I was fun and competitive as both teams wanted to win :) the match was not as stressful though as there were quite a few funny moments during the game, including a face off with qinyu as she was holding the ball and i stood right in front of her to try to block her :p during that few seconds, we not only had a physical battle but a mental one as we were like using our eyes to say "zuo mo yao da jia ah" in the competition spirit hoho. anyway, this friendly competition between our two classes go a long way back acadamically, during the don't forget the lyrics contest, and now the captain's ball competition. we've both had our fair share of victories at some time or another, and i'm glad that this time it was 5H that won :D

5H's really a great class and im happy to be in it :D
yay for 5H :D
~lalalalala

Saturday, August 15, 2009

shooting

lala went for 2nd round of shooting trials yesterday. stupidly scraped my leg again some chair or smth sharp and ended up with a 7 cm scratch before the trial even started ... noobishness of me at work again :/
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lalalalalala~

(in case any of you were wondering how come im was ccaless :)...
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...wanted to join shooting last year but couldn't go for trials cos there was o level music lesson on the trial day :( *emo* ended up in fencing which was much more fun than i thought it would be... :D however... ended up with lack of recognition and funding... tada decided to give shooting a shot again :D:D:D yay) *end of story* :D

tatas :)

Monday, June 29, 2009

A little bit of entertainment for those taking a break from mugging

In the examination hall before the econs exam...

LeeWM: those with gcs reset ur calculator and let the invigilators see this screen *flashes reset graphic calculator memory screen using projector*

AnnaC: *walks from behind me* "I need to see that screen" (in a li3 zhi2 qi4 zhuang4 tone)
Me: *looks at calculator*... *looks at screen*... ... *looks at her* ...
AnnaC: "I need to see that screen!" (in a li3 zhi2 qi4 zhuang4 tone again)
Me: ... ... *looks at calculator*... ... ... *reaches hand towards SCIENTIFIC calculator* ... ... "this is not a graphic calculator... ..."
AnnaC: "Oh..." *walks away as though nothing happened*

-_-

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Netball carnival at Ulu Pandan

There's a netball carnival coming up on 12th July 2009 at Ulu Pandan CC. 3 more jc team and 2 more secondary school teams are wanted!!! No registration free required, prizes to be given out! Join join join! :D

Friday, May 22, 2009

rebellion

hoho today was an interesting day...
alien chua came in after physics tutorial to tell us that he had to relief 5C for a make up session since wteckh wasnt around so our pw lesson was pushed back to 12.20.
we were like protesting away then after he went off to p4 to relief 5C... the rebels decided to rebel :D me, yimin, panyin, qiyuan, sheila, yingying, rachel, sheryl, kristie sat outside the classroom for the lesson to finish. at first we wanted to sing the theme song for the taiwanese serial 爱 but in the end we didnt. instead we pasted papers outside the window of the classroom with words like WE WANT PW!!! NOW!!! and stuff like that... dam amusing... :D lalala at least this created some fun atmosphere to the otherwise dam boring school life :)

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

fencing...

its been a while since i last blogged... so well here i am again.
reason for me blogging? mainly due to fencing and the feel of continuing writing after writing yesterday's gp essay cos it went quite well (its been long since i wrote such a pretty decent essay :) )
been slacking (dun like this word) away giving crappy pieces of work for gp :/ though i've been getting decent marks... ...
got 28/50 for the first essay (seems quite shitty aint it) but considering the fact that i think more than half the class failed lol :p and that i wrote half of the essay standing up on the bus on the way to school in about 15mins... im kinda satisfied...
yesterday's essay had more effort put into it i have to say, and i kinda like it though some parts still sound bit noobish, and i had a couple more ideas that i didnt put in cos it was almost 12.00am the next day and i was lazy to write anymore. :/ ah well that isnt the point of me blogging today sheesh... i wanted to write a mini essay in response to how the school refuses to support fencing, giving crappy excuses such as having no funds... my foot... anyway... given that i have the whole of differentiation tutorial to complete today... im not going to write this... instead i'd be writing down some points as to how we feel about this issue...

the school claims it doesnt have funds to support us claiming that fencing is an expensive cca and that $8000 a year is a lot and they didnt have plan to have fencing as a cca in the first place.

response: yea right they dun have funds... cutting other cca's funds just because they didn't perform well in competitions... able to give some ccas like 6 figure sums a year and yet cant come up with $8000 to fund fencing for a whole year... etc etc etc... zzzzzzzz i... had so much going through my mind just now... but now... its just saddening how seeing how unhelpful the school is...

they claim tat they are willing to support us with places to have trainings and stuff but they're not going to recognise fencing as a cca and fund us in any way...

response: what an effort to try and sound supportive... like they don't know that without funding, even if we want to continue, we can't... cos we dun have the ability to pay for $100+ for every 10 sessions per person... we can always have training at the coach's place... tats not a problem... its the fact that we as students... having to continually ask our parents for so much money to support our desire to continue fencing... ... ...its just not us (at least me...) to do this...

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i dun feel like writing anymore... seriously... ... its frustrating how we fencers, are trying to get fencing to work... (like by paying the first 10 sessions ourselves)... yet the response we get from the school is... ... ... so so disapointing... ... ... ... ...
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tats it... ... ...bb

Monday, April 6, 2009

15.10

argh... screwed up 2.4 timing... really screwed... thats like a C... ahhhh there goes my 30 points :/
the run was pretty screwed all thanks to myself... my bloody mind :/
knew my fitness was horribly lacking, like my leg muscles turned soft even when i "gek" it for quite some time already probably after netball training stopped and i kinda stopped playing soccer as well. (well for those who didn't know they used to be rock solid in the past :) ppl can vouch for it :/) but i still thought if i piaed i could get A and try and get a perfect score again this year :( (only to fail cos of my noobshit mind/will power that has always been lacking)
anyway...
first round was pretty relaxed as usual cos the lattic acid (i didn't take bio...) hadn't come into the picture. so when i ran past john tan the timing was 1.45. then the second round was the start of my troubles :( o yea i forgot to mention... dunno why the heck from the start of the first round my arms were dam tired/sore... like first time something liddat happen during a run... so i was like feeling all shitty already... anyway i could obviously feel myself slowing down in the second round cos of the tiredness and stuff both in the arms and legs. and by the time i ran past john again i think the timing was 3.51 or smth cant remember exactly.
then the 3rd round started... and all of a sudden there was like red light flashing in my eyes when i blinked and opened there were still these red flashes... and i was like oh shit... this isn't a good time to faint or screw my body up man...... feeling that i may have overworked my "lacking fitness" body too much in the first two rounds, and not wanting to risk my heart failing on me or collapsing and i slowed down by quite a bit more... by this time the tiredness in my legs made me forget about those in my arms :/ and well... my friggin weak mind finally gave way and... i walked... zzzzzzzzzz walked and walked and walked... i could feel my heart pumping away quite vigorously... and i walked and walked :(:(:( and started jogging again towards the end of the round... i knew my timing was screwed already having been overtaken by a few ppl :0 couldn't really be bothered with the timing anymore due to the fatigue that was attacking my legs... and my mind... so after that i walked for at about 100m every round after that. :(:(:( totally dissapointed in my horribly horrible weak will power that has always been... causing my physical ... inability to do really well. :(:(:( *emoing like mad*... more of pissed with myself though... anyway... some other factors that resulted in this 15.10 timing are... tat i didn't really check out the timing needed for A B C and stuff cos... well i... didn't really have to bother with those in previous years when my body was in a better condition :/
thus... i didnt have any timing to work towards to and just let my legs and mind do the job (which ended up quite unsatisfactorily imo) sure... i can still get a gold but... :( its kinda dissapointing not being able to get like 30 points :/
well i dunno about shoes being an issue... though i dun think they would have made much of a difference, maybe 30 secs at the very most? which would push the grade up to a B but... still not enough la... (flares up at the thought of the bloody idiot who stole my pretty new asics shoe costing $100) ROAR!!!

anyway... now im just waiting for the 5 items on wednesday and see how it goes... standing broad jump and sit ups aren't a problem... inclined pull ups... (my hands/arms are one of the weakest parts of my body)... i should be able to scrape an A as usual... as for shuttle run... speed aint a problem its the shoes... i dun really trust my school shoes for the friction cos its tested in the hall... which for some reason has bloody smooth floors which have dam little friction. yea... so i may have to borrow someone's shoes on tat day... cos... as mentioned aboved... some idiot stole my netball shoes last year -.- zzzzzzz... and... lastly....... sit and reach... managed to get an A last year for it though i must have forced the toot outta my legs to scrape tat A cos im seriously very... inflexible... last monday during the pretest i got like 37cm? -1cm cos of fingernails- john tan's reason... though i have to say tat is really flawed cos if our fingernails are long, we have a disadvantage at the start though we seem to have an advantage at the end (they actually cancel off each other) ........ anyway... im going to have to stretch like a ... dunno wad to say... and if i dun get 5 points for it... then forget it... im not going to go for 30points... however... if i manage to somehow squeeze out that 5 points for sit and reach... i... will want to retake my 2.4. (this time i'll wear a watch and borrow someone's shoes and well... i'll just force myself to get an A for 2.4 which shouldn't be a problem if i get 25 points for 5 items... cos i'll be motivated as well) anyway... most likely though... i dun think i'll be able to get an A for sit and reach seeing how the pretest went... so... hai... nvm then... i'll just see how it goes on wednesday :)

alright enough of napfa... bb again peeps :D

Friday, April 3, 2009

1h 45min of sleep :)

stayed up late all night last night and slept at 4.15am today, woke up at 5.30am, slept again and finally woke up at 6.00am. all because of the pi :/ ah well i was feeling kinda awake and would have tried not sleeping at all and camping up till today morning and eat breakfast and go to school, if not for the fact that i was afraid my mama would wake up, see me and scold me for not sleeping. thus, i went to bed at 4.15am :)

well school today was pretty okay, though bit tired during the chem lecture, managed to force myself to stay awake. :D

then i decided to participate in the dragon boat competition organised by odac cos i think it should be quite a cool experience. :D

lalala... should i go sleep now? but i dun feel tired lala. maybe tonight i'll fall into a deep sleep and like wake up in the afternoon tmr? ah... tats it for today. bb ppl :D

Monday, March 30, 2009

travel membership

woah... i just picked up a phone call like 10 mins ago and after my "hello" this indian man was like going on and on about some travel membership thingie and his accent was like quite strong and i was struggling to make out what he was saying... and he went on for like 5 mins and i was like thinking... can i say something... cos he was like rambling on and on trying to get me to join this travel membership to be vip or smth bout only need pay like $9+ or smth a month then can get dunno wad benefits blabla... and finally he asked me for my address and block number (i seriously heard blog and was like thinking why the heck u want my blog-.-) anyway then i could finally say "nvm its ok ty, thx" and he was like stunned and was like asking me if i had any queries i could clarify with him now and stuff and i was like "nvm its ok, yea thx" trying to be dam polite and rejecting him at the same time, then he was like asking me wad's the reason bla bla then i was like... im... im only 16... cos throughout the phone call he was like calling me mamm and stuff... then i thought tat would be enough to make him give up, but alas, his reply was "ah tats not a problem, no problem at all" and started asking me whether i was still schooling and whether i was like staying at home (like i would be staying in a hotel -.-)for my parents phone number or whether they were at home so i could pass the phone to them... then i was like yea im still schooling and that my parents weren't home yet... and i was really unwilling to give him my parents phone number or they would have to go through the same thing again and the result would still be a no. however, he still didnt want to give up and asked me again whether my parents were at home probably thinking i was lying to him >.< then he seemed to wanted to drag this conversation longer, didnt want to give up, so he asked me how often did i travel like once a month? then i was like thinking... hello im a student?... then i just replied... very very rarely.......anyway and when i said no they're not home yet he started to worry a little and asked me how i could contact them or stuff or when should he call me again... i was like ............ and replied like 1 hour later...? so tat my mama would probably be back to say no and finally get him to give up... sigh... before he could reply and we could carry on our conversation... my phone screwed up... lol screwed up like how it always does when qinyu calls me... just went silent though the call wasn't cut off. then i was like phew...... finally... good time for the phone spoil :/ but then again... will he call back an hour later.... o man lol

im kinda bugged by this but amused at the same time... well if the deal is real... poor guy... he seriously picked the wrong number to call... sigh...

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

school sucks

alright im here to blog again. missed me? :D
*changes mood*


tats it im done :)

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

A-Z

mmm, i'll be trying to make a list of 26 words i like (dun have to be cheem) from A-Z...
lalala... it's not that i'm dam free or anything, just wanted to do it for fun (or lamenessity's sake) i seriously doubt there's such a word, but WHO CARES woooooo its all for fun.

yep, i've been thinking about this idea for a few days already, got a few words up my sleeve (they're definitely not words like ununquadium >.<) but won't be revealing them till i got the whole list...

yea peeps, i'm open to suggestions to cool and fun words... be it on the tagboard, msn, email, in school or anything else woohoo.

Simple, cool words do the trick :D

... well well... to think that i still have a pile of homework waiting to be done =.= and yet i'm here, being... fun. woo...