life

lots of feelings right now. just went on the channel u web and saw the news that SOUL's member Ishi died (seems to have committed suicide). he was also the dance instructor for the pss2 contestants. so when i saw the heading saying that he was found dead in his car, i was like... couldn't believe my eyes. it's like who would think that someone so young, with such a bright future in front of him would go commit suicide. man, so i thought it was a joke so i clicked on the link and read the article about it. then i was like omg, especially when i read the part which said that someone heard that the night before he died, his msn had a message, "Goodbye to you all." i was like... wad the... dam sad la. i think many ppl are just as shocked as i am... and its like the chinese saying "事事难预料". i dunno why ppl will want to go commit suicide, cos i think its a really silly thing to do... i know sometimes life gets boring and really stressful and it seems like you have lots of problems, lots of worries, and u start feeling dam frustrated and how you wish all these troubles will come to and end(i've experienced this before). but seriously, running away wont get you anywhere, you wont solve any problems. i dunno wad was the reason for Ishi to supposedly commit suicide, ppl who knew him said he was a cheerful and lively guy. i dunno why things turned out this way, and probably only Ishi himself will know... sigh... treasure life ppl...

look-a-likes

tats erm... me... yea i got the sporty look eh. got serena williams, luis figo, and park ji-sung. somemore two of them footballers, pretty good ones too... yeah.


anyway... went shoe shopping on thursday and bought myself a new pair of shoes. yay. then on sunday which was er... 6 days ago. went jec after doing cip. and... yea saw police there... recruiting people? i dunno... maybe just letting people know more bout the spf and get more ppl to join la... dam cool. me and qinyu talked to this policewoman... coast guard de if i remember correctly... kinda cool la... talked about quite a lot of things. so... this week has been kinda okay at least... but school's reopening soon. dam. sick. no. homework. hmph. i sorta did okay le la. other than the chem project which my group... well forgot the topic... so cannot do ah well... nothing i can do about it... kinda helpless. then chinese blog thingie dam lame... no one seems to be doing... (2 outta 28 people did) and i also dunno how to do anyway, so not doing la. but the rest sorta finished le... or at least i hope... as long as i didn't miss out any which i totally forgot about. oh ya and the stupid chinese book (3 kingdoms) which even the chinese pros cant seem to understand cos the book is just hopelessly lousy, im not talking bout the stories and event but rather the summarisation of the story, the book summarise until from here suddenly jump there... u know... tat sorta thing... i tried my best la... read more than half of it. i think i go search see i can find my comic version of it anot if cannot then no choice la... and amazingly... im completed math!!! yay! u people must be wah siao... some questions very hard leh... but being the pro i am, i did something smart! guess wad. ok i shall reveal wad i did....... i... SKIPPED some questions la... LOL. actually, i didnt skip some la... i think i skipped about 3/5 of the questions. yea... tats how i sorta... finished my math homework lol what a joke. anyway... good news... at least for me, im skipping either the whole day... which i think my mama wont allow... or half day next next next monday, which is third week of school reopen... nonono i know wad u're thinking. im not ponning, its cos i got me piano exam la... dam scary... think im going to fail... damit... must go bribe the examiner la lol... ah well... tats it guys... bye.