warning: this is going to be a whiny post. proceed at your own risk.
...
the 7.5s and 7s for gp compre language are getting a bit ridiculus... seriously... ...
the above sentence was, by the way, aimed at both the markers and myself... :(
seriously its disgustingly low and costly... screwing up my gp grades...
mid years... the 7.5 screwed up a B for paper 2 like... ... and i felt it was seriously undeserving... like ... seriously... for a couple of accidental lifts of which i did rephrase the shitty words... just that i stupidly happened to rephrase them into another word which was used in the passage as well in the heat of the examinations... like hardly any grammatical errors or anything at all... like seriously... zzz
and end of years... 7 -_- ... screwed up end of years B -.- *curses* *naw just joking i didn't curse...* *really... im serious...* *i didn't...* -_- okay anyway enough of fooling around... back to whining... grrrr... though i have to admit to quite a significant number of stupid grammar mistakes which were just ... stupidly unforgivable... i was like... really... i actually wrote that -_-... ... but... still... really... when everyone else is getting mostly 8s and 9s and even 10s... it just makes u feel like... stupid... ... ... 7... ... like if it was content that was screwed up ... i'd take it... like its like bad understanding of the passage or something... but its always the stupid language that makes me so .... zzzz....
like this never ever happens for essays... somehow during compre stupid rubbish grammar horribly unacceptable silly mistakes come out and lifting is... shitty... like i always try to rephrase... but once in a while, its either i figured this word is probably leaning towards the technical side so i thought maybe there's no need to rephrase (might have been too lazy anyway) ... or just like accidentally rephrasing it into another word used in the passage as well.
kinda shitty to always get let down by the language marks since like language (grammar and stuff) is something i kinda pride myself in given my vocab not being real fantastic or anything and that i myself can't really stand reading stuff full of grammar mistakes (though it's probably fun pointing them out if there are a few here and there) ...
*wonders hopelessly if i can exchange the two smiley faces in my gp paper 2 for 2 marks :/)
hai...
guess i can't really blame anyone but myself for screwing up paper 2 since i was acting stupid while doing it...
one factor was the thoughts of the silly thing *secret* i wrote for paper 1 constantly floating in my mine while reading the passage -.-
another was me acting really stupid... taking my own sweet time relaxing... thinking i had all the time in the world... seriously fooled around with the questions and time too much during like the first half of the paper and ended up scrambling like mad at the end and obviously screwing up my summary and not being able to kind of rethink a few answers...
... seriously stupid... really... maybe even complacent :/ *seriously cant believe i was actually enjoying myself, humming tunes in my head during the 1st half of paper 2...* ... ... ... ... ... zzzz
...
mmm... other than gp... another act of stupidity -.- ... physics paper 3... ... ... was dam sian after the paper when it hit me what stupid stuff i did...
answering the first few parts of the gravitational field question as electric field... seriously... i somehow knew it was g field... but subconsciously... my hands just wrote down e field crap...
and ended screwing the question up... zzz... the stupid stuff i can do during papers can't fail to amaze me... -_-
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz... sian...
anyway... went to sgh after school today to visit her *mystery woman*... took almost an hour in the hospital to find her 0.0 ... the deceiving place just made me skip it and i ended up walking round and round that level not being able to find her... asked security guards and a nurse but nope didn't manage to locate her... so i went to some counter and asked and the nurse checked the records and couldn't find her -.- ... then a more experienced nurse checked more and found her ... ... and directed me to the... deceiving place i skipped right when i first arrived -.- ... ... ...
finally found her at around 3pm... she told me to go get lunch and so i went... came back at 4... learnt how to do some draining fluid stuff... tried to get some math done... did 1 question... was disrupted... moved to the otherside to try to continue doing... and when i was going to start again... dinner was brought in at 5+ and i was told to siam again -.- to the otherside where i was when i first started math... decided not to continue doing... zzz... and stoned a bit... got disrupted by doctors... asked to siam again... away from the bed... hai .........
(okay if i sounded as if i was getting bullied by the staff... this is not true...... the siamming was done politely... like the doctors asked me politely if i could leave for a short while while they did some checks and stuff...)
left at around 6.50+ and managed to get onto the last shuttle bus :D
at 6.59/7.00pm yay... didn't know the last shuttle bus was at that time so yay for being lucky :)
now im back home whining and blogging away... ahhh...
ima going to be staying at my aunt's house for the next few days to accompany mystery woman :)
hope she gets well soon yay :D
