life

lots of feelings right now. just went on the channel u web and saw the news that SOUL's member Ishi died (seems to have committed suicide). he was also the dance instructor for the pss2 contestants. so when i saw the heading saying that he was found dead in his car, i was like... couldn't believe my eyes. it's like who would think that someone so young, with such a bright future in front of him would go commit suicide. man, so i thought it was a joke so i clicked on the link and read the article about it. then i was like omg, especially when i read the part which said that someone heard that the night before he died, his msn had a message, "Goodbye to you all." i was like... wad the... dam sad la. i think many ppl are just as shocked as i am... and its like the chinese saying "事事难预料". i dunno why ppl will want to go commit suicide, cos i think its a really silly thing to do... i know sometimes life gets boring and really stressful and it seems like you have lots of problems, lots of worries, and u start feeling dam frustrated and how you wish all these troubles will come to and end(i've experienced this before). but seriously, running away wont get you anywhere, you wont solve any problems. i dunno wad was the reason for Ishi to supposedly commit suicide, ppl who knew him said he was a cheerful and lively guy. i dunno why things turned out this way, and probably only Ishi himself will know... sigh... treasure life ppl...