Saturday, December 25, 2010
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
whiny post
warning: this is going to be a whiny post. proceed at your own risk.
...
the 7.5s and 7s for gp compre language are getting a bit ridiculus... seriously... ...
the above sentence was, by the way, aimed at both the markers and myself... :(
seriously its disgustingly low and costly... screwing up my gp grades...
mid years... the 7.5 screwed up a B for paper 2 like... ... and i felt it was seriously undeserving... like ... seriously... for a couple of accidental lifts of which i did rephrase the shitty words... just that i stupidly happened to rephrase them into another word which was used in the passage as well in the heat of the examinations... like hardly any grammatical errors or anything at all... like seriously... zzz
and end of years... 7 -_- ... screwed up end of years B -.- *curses* *naw just joking i didn't curse...* *really... im serious...* *i didn't...* -_- okay anyway enough of fooling around... back to whining... grrrr... though i have to admit to quite a significant number of stupid grammar mistakes which were just ... stupidly unforgivable... i was like... really... i actually wrote that -_-... ... but... still... really... when everyone else is getting mostly 8s and 9s and even 10s... it just makes u feel like... stupid... ... ... 7... ... like if it was content that was screwed up ... i'd take it... like its like bad understanding of the passage or something... but its always the stupid language that makes me so .... zzzz....
like this never ever happens for essays... somehow during compre stupid rubbish grammar horribly unacceptable silly mistakes come out and lifting is... shitty... like i always try to rephrase... but once in a while, its either i figured this word is probably leaning towards the technical side so i thought maybe there's no need to rephrase (might have been too lazy anyway) ... or just like accidentally rephrasing it into another word used in the passage as well.
kinda shitty to always get let down by the language marks since like language (grammar and stuff) is something i kinda pride myself in given my vocab not being real fantastic or anything and that i myself can't really stand reading stuff full of grammar mistakes (though it's probably fun pointing them out if there are a few here and there) ...
*wonders hopelessly if i can exchange the two smiley faces in my gp paper 2 for 2 marks :/)
hai...
guess i can't really blame anyone but myself for screwing up paper 2 since i was acting stupid while doing it...
one factor was the thoughts of the silly thing *secret* i wrote for paper 1 constantly floating in my mine while reading the passage -.-
another was me acting really stupid... taking my own sweet time relaxing... thinking i had all the time in the world... seriously fooled around with the questions and time too much during like the first half of the paper and ended up scrambling like mad at the end and obviously screwing up my summary and not being able to kind of rethink a few answers...
... seriously stupid... really... maybe even complacent :/ *seriously cant believe i was actually enjoying myself, humming tunes in my head during the 1st half of paper 2...* ... ... ... ... ... zzzz
...
mmm... other than gp... another act of stupidity -.- ... physics paper 3... ... ... was dam sian after the paper when it hit me what stupid stuff i did...
answering the first few parts of the gravitational field question as electric field... seriously... i somehow knew it was g field... but subconsciously... my hands just wrote down e field crap...
and ended screwing the question up... zzz... the stupid stuff i can do during papers can't fail to amaze me... -_-
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz... sian...
anyway... went to sgh after school today to visit her *mystery woman*... took almost an hour in the hospital to find her 0.0 ... the deceiving place just made me skip it and i ended up walking round and round that level not being able to find her... asked security guards and a nurse but nope didn't manage to locate her... so i went to some counter and asked and the nurse checked the records and couldn't find her -.- ... then a more experienced nurse checked more and found her ... ... and directed me to the... deceiving place i skipped right when i first arrived -.- ... ... ...
finally found her at around 3pm... she told me to go get lunch and so i went... came back at 4... learnt how to do some draining fluid stuff... tried to get some math done... did 1 question... was disrupted... moved to the otherside to try to continue doing... and when i was going to start again... dinner was brought in at 5+ and i was told to siam again -.- to the otherside where i was when i first started math... decided not to continue doing... zzz... and stoned a bit... got disrupted by doctors... asked to siam again... away from the bed... hai .........
(okay if i sounded as if i was getting bullied by the staff... this is not true...... the siamming was done politely... like the doctors asked me politely if i could leave for a short while while they did some checks and stuff...)
left at around 6.50+ and managed to get onto the last shuttle bus :D
at 6.59/7.00pm yay... didn't know the last shuttle bus was at that time so yay for being lucky :)
now im back home whining and blogging away... ahhh...
ima going to be staying at my aunt's house for the next few days to accompany mystery woman :)
hope she gets well soon yay :D
...
the 7.5s and 7s for gp compre language are getting a bit ridiculus... seriously... ...
the above sentence was, by the way, aimed at both the markers and myself... :(
seriously its disgustingly low and costly... screwing up my gp grades...
mid years... the 7.5 screwed up a B for paper 2 like... ... and i felt it was seriously undeserving... like ... seriously... for a couple of accidental lifts of which i did rephrase the shitty words... just that i stupidly happened to rephrase them into another word which was used in the passage as well in the heat of the examinations... like hardly any grammatical errors or anything at all... like seriously... zzz
and end of years... 7 -_- ... screwed up end of years B -.- *curses* *naw just joking i didn't curse...* *really... im serious...* *i didn't...* -_- okay anyway enough of fooling around... back to whining... grrrr... though i have to admit to quite a significant number of stupid grammar mistakes which were just ... stupidly unforgivable... i was like... really... i actually wrote that -_-... ... but... still... really... when everyone else is getting mostly 8s and 9s and even 10s... it just makes u feel like... stupid... ... ... 7... ... like if it was content that was screwed up ... i'd take it... like its like bad understanding of the passage or something... but its always the stupid language that makes me so .... zzzz....
like this never ever happens for essays... somehow during compre stupid rubbish grammar horribly unacceptable silly mistakes come out and lifting is... shitty... like i always try to rephrase... but once in a while, its either i figured this word is probably leaning towards the technical side so i thought maybe there's no need to rephrase (might have been too lazy anyway) ... or just like accidentally rephrasing it into another word used in the passage as well.
kinda shitty to always get let down by the language marks since like language (grammar and stuff) is something i kinda pride myself in given my vocab not being real fantastic or anything and that i myself can't really stand reading stuff full of grammar mistakes (though it's probably fun pointing them out if there are a few here and there) ...
*wonders hopelessly if i can exchange the two smiley faces in my gp paper 2 for 2 marks :/)
hai...
guess i can't really blame anyone but myself for screwing up paper 2 since i was acting stupid while doing it...
one factor was the thoughts of the silly thing *secret* i wrote for paper 1 constantly floating in my mine while reading the passage -.-
another was me acting really stupid... taking my own sweet time relaxing... thinking i had all the time in the world... seriously fooled around with the questions and time too much during like the first half of the paper and ended up scrambling like mad at the end and obviously screwing up my summary and not being able to kind of rethink a few answers...
... seriously stupid... really... maybe even complacent :/ *seriously cant believe i was actually enjoying myself, humming tunes in my head during the 1st half of paper 2...* ... ... ... ... ... zzzz
...
mmm... other than gp... another act of stupidity -.- ... physics paper 3... ... ... was dam sian after the paper when it hit me what stupid stuff i did...
answering the first few parts of the gravitational field question as electric field... seriously... i somehow knew it was g field... but subconsciously... my hands just wrote down e field crap...
and ended screwing the question up... zzz... the stupid stuff i can do during papers can't fail to amaze me... -_-
zzzzzzzzzzzzzz... sian...
anyway... went to sgh after school today to visit her *mystery woman*... took almost an hour in the hospital to find her 0.0 ... the deceiving place just made me skip it and i ended up walking round and round that level not being able to find her... asked security guards and a nurse but nope didn't manage to locate her... so i went to some counter and asked and the nurse checked the records and couldn't find her -.- ... then a more experienced nurse checked more and found her ... ... and directed me to the... deceiving place i skipped right when i first arrived -.- ... ... ...
finally found her at around 3pm... she told me to go get lunch and so i went... came back at 4... learnt how to do some draining fluid stuff... tried to get some math done... did 1 question... was disrupted... moved to the otherside to try to continue doing... and when i was going to start again... dinner was brought in at 5+ and i was told to siam again -.- to the otherside where i was when i first started math... decided not to continue doing... zzz... and stoned a bit... got disrupted by doctors... asked to siam again... away from the bed... hai .........
(okay if i sounded as if i was getting bullied by the staff... this is not true...... the siamming was done politely... like the doctors asked me politely if i could leave for a short while while they did some checks and stuff...)
left at around 6.50+ and managed to get onto the last shuttle bus :D
at 6.59/7.00pm yay... didn't know the last shuttle bus was at that time so yay for being lucky :)
now im back home whining and blogging away... ahhh...
ima going to be staying at my aunt's house for the next few days to accompany mystery woman :)
hope she gets well soon yay :D
Monday, August 30, 2010
如果你也听说
如果你也听说
许多话题过于我 就连我也有听过 我想我宁可都沉默 解释反而显得做作
夜把心 洋葱般剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么 为什么脆弱时候向你更多
如果你也听说 有没有想过我 像普通旧朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 懂我的人就你一个 想你想起我 胸口依然温热
如果你也听说 有没有想过我 像普通旧朋友 还是你会依然心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 懂我的人就你一个 想你想起我 胸口依然温热
许多话题过于我 就连我也有听过 我想我宁可都沉默 解释反而显得做作
夜把心 洋葱般剥落 拿掉防卫剩下什么 为什么脆弱时候向你更多
如果你也听说 有没有想过我 像普通旧朋友 还是你依然会心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 懂我的人就你一个 想你想起我 胸口依然温热
如果你也听说 有没有想过我 像普通旧朋友 还是你会依然心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了许多 懂我的人就你一个 想你想起我 胸口依然温热
Friday, August 13, 2010
伤心迹
心血来潮，所以决定用中文来写写最近的心情。
第二个原因也是因为不想太多人来读我接下来的长篇大论。。。
接下来可能会乱用些成语，谐音，乱翻译等等，不要见怪）：/
最近实在好累，可能是因为这两天有点感冒，加上感冒造成的喉咙痛，导致这两天什么都没完成，和重重考试逼近的压力吧。。。
加上今天的冷嘲热讽，虽然他或许不是存心的，但对心力交瘁的我来说，是多么的痛彻心扉。
一直以来，我都装着什么都不在乎（*突然有点想创作歌的冲动*），不在乎别人的看法，不在乎像雪特般的成绩。
因为身边的朋友似乎比我需要关心，鼓励，我把所有的心事都埋藏在心里。
我多么想像他一样，能够把一切看得这么轻，把人生的事物，挫折都当成是过眼云烟。（唉，我的华文程度真的挺不错的呀，怎么只拿A2呢？ ：D 啊哈开个玩笑罢了：/）
回到这里，现在在写这些事的我，其实感触已经没有比今天在学校和回家路上时的还深刻了。。。
。。。
被人误会，质疑的感觉并不好受。。。 但有时候，我实在不想，也无力去澄清。就如今天。。。他乱下定论时，鼻子快掉的我实在没心情去解释，也不怎么想去理会他。
唉，累了，不想再写了。。。
。。。。。。
好累。。。好累。。。
第二个原因也是因为不想太多人来读我接下来的长篇大论。。。
接下来可能会乱用些成语，谐音，乱翻译等等，不要见怪）：/
最近实在好累，可能是因为这两天有点感冒，加上感冒造成的喉咙痛，导致这两天什么都没完成，和重重考试逼近的压力吧。。。
加上今天的冷嘲热讽，虽然他或许不是存心的，但对心力交瘁的我来说，是多么的痛彻心扉。
一直以来，我都装着什么都不在乎（*突然有点想创作歌的冲动*），不在乎别人的看法，不在乎像雪特般的成绩。
因为身边的朋友似乎比我需要关心，鼓励，我把所有的心事都埋藏在心里。
我多么想像他一样，能够把一切看得这么轻，把人生的事物，挫折都当成是过眼云烟。（唉，我的华文程度真的挺不错的呀，怎么只拿A2呢？ ：D 啊哈开个玩笑罢了：/）
回到这里，现在在写这些事的我，其实感触已经没有比今天在学校和回家路上时的还深刻了。。。
。。。
被人误会，质疑的感觉并不好受。。。 但有时候，我实在不想，也无力去澄清。就如今天。。。他乱下定论时，鼻子快掉的我实在没心情去解释，也不怎么想去理会他。
唉，累了，不想再写了。。。
。。。。。。
好累。。。好累。。。
Friday, May 7, 2010
tests tests and more tests
ah the gp test was... to put it in a nice way... absolutely horrific. worst piece of crap i ever did... writing a few words for some short answers, jumped to summary, wrote two lines, jumped to vocab, filled in two words, jumped to aq, wrote 2 paragraphs, jumped back to short answers, fill a few lines with more crap that i didn't know what i was writing about, jumped back to summary, finished up the rubbish i was writing, went back to vocab, scribbled down some random stuff, went back to aq and continued writing off topic with nothing to do with globalisation *thinking back, totally embarassed by the shit i wrote for aq totally off topic* gives up on aq, goes back to salvage screwed up short questions. totally amazed (and frustrated i suppose...) by how horribly i screwed it up. totally not in the mood for it... conclusion: it was a complete utterly disgusting nightmare.
predicted breakdown of marks: short questions 6/14
summary: 3/8
vocab: 2/5
aq: 0/8
content: 6/14
language: 7/15
total: 18/50
disgusting grades that i have to face up to
oh and did i mention how i screwed up my math test too?
doing a tys question before the test and getting my head messed up,
screwing up the question that has been done like numerous times before...
not going to be surprised it i fail it as well
predicted score : 13/30
+ read stupid point wrongly off graph and stuff for mock chem spa
horrific tests-went-wrong... are going so going to screw up my grades this term.. (only consolation? full marks for physics mock spa... which is of little significance compared to real spa...)
zzz... zzz... zzz...
that's it for today :/
predicted breakdown of marks: short questions 6/14
summary: 3/8
vocab: 2/5
aq: 0/8
content: 6/14
language: 7/15
total: 18/50
disgusting grades that i have to face up to
oh and did i mention how i screwed up my math test too?
doing a tys question before the test and getting my head messed up,
screwing up the question that has been done like numerous times before...
not going to be surprised it i fail it as well
predicted score : 13/30
+ read stupid point wrongly off graph and stuff for mock chem spa
horrific tests-went-wrong... are going so going to screw up my grades this term.. (only consolation? full marks for physics mock spa... which is of little significance compared to real spa...)
zzz... zzz... zzz...
that's it for today :/
Monday, March 22, 2010
wild wild wet
nope i did not go to wild wild wet... but the experience i had today was "wild wild wet"
alighted at a bus stop about 6 mins walking distance from my home today at about 3.05pm.
it was raining very heavily, so i got stuck at the bus stop with a stranger.
so i stood and waited and waited, hoping the rain would stop soon
waited...
waited...
waited...
the next bus came along about 15-20mins later...
a woman and a secondary school girl from westwood i'd guess got down and were stuck at the bus stop as well...
the sec school girl borrowed the woman's phone and called her father to come and fetch her...
about 10mins later... her father came and fetched her home...
and so the three of us waited...
and waited...
and waited...
another 15-20mins later...
the next bus came... and an auntie and a rv girl got down... took our their umbrellas and left...
and so we waited...
and waited...
and waited...
the 1st stranger decided to go... but when the rain got slightly smaller (still a bit heavy though)...
and the two of us left at the bus stop waited
and waited
and waited
...
then when the rain finally got smaller at about 3.50pm, the woman decided to go and i followed soon after...
45 mins stuck standing at the bus stop... listening to the lightning strike over and over again...
even my hair was wet by the end of it while under the shelter at the bus stop -.- showing how heavy the rain was, that it simply came pouring down at an angle towards us in WAVES...
my shoes went from dry... to Damp... to... SOGGY >.<
i got from amazed at how the lightning could strike continuously, one after another, again and again... ... to shocked when a lightning struck super close to us that is was damit LOUD and i kinda felt like i could taste it... ... to bored at the end of it all...
during that 45mins, lightning probably stuck like around 40+ times... -.- so it was like one every minute...
zzz...
anyway... so the 6 minute journey home... was kinda like an adventure... rain pouring down on me... and i splashed around, leaping over big big puddles of water/mud... ...
ah well so that's the end of a very wet day...
seeya peeps :)
alighted at a bus stop about 6 mins walking distance from my home today at about 3.05pm.
it was raining very heavily, so i got stuck at the bus stop with a stranger.
so i stood and waited and waited, hoping the rain would stop soon
waited...
waited...
waited...
the next bus came along about 15-20mins later...
a woman and a secondary school girl from westwood i'd guess got down and were stuck at the bus stop as well...
the sec school girl borrowed the woman's phone and called her father to come and fetch her...
about 10mins later... her father came and fetched her home...
and so the three of us waited...
and waited...
and waited...
another 15-20mins later...
the next bus came... and an auntie and a rv girl got down... took our their umbrellas and left...
and so we waited...
and waited...
and waited...
the 1st stranger decided to go... but when the rain got slightly smaller (still a bit heavy though)...
and the two of us left at the bus stop waited
and waited
and waited
...
then when the rain finally got smaller at about 3.50pm, the woman decided to go and i followed soon after...
45 mins stuck standing at the bus stop... listening to the lightning strike over and over again...
even my hair was wet by the end of it while under the shelter at the bus stop -.- showing how heavy the rain was, that it simply came pouring down at an angle towards us in WAVES...
my shoes went from dry... to Damp... to... SOGGY >.<
i got from amazed at how the lightning could strike continuously, one after another, again and again... ... to shocked when a lightning struck super close to us that is was damit LOUD and i kinda felt like i could taste it... ... to bored at the end of it all...
during that 45mins, lightning probably stuck like around 40+ times... -.- so it was like one every minute...
zzz...
anyway... so the 6 minute journey home... was kinda like an adventure... rain pouring down on me... and i splashed around, leaping over big big puddles of water/mud... ...
ah well so that's the end of a very wet day...
seeya peeps :)
Thursday, February 11, 2010
run run run + shoe review
need to run faster faster faster. endurace (physical + mental) is like crap. weeeeeeaaaaaaakkkkkk
need more speed too... faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster...
btw...
did intervals for pe today 6 rounds 2.30min 2min rest. did okay... endurance still a piece of crap. still love sprinting way more. fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast
oh yeah btw the other option was 8 rounds at your own pace
didn't choose it cos i didn't want to give myself a chance to slack (walk) which i would have definitely done (not like i didn't for intervals) but heck at least i minimised it.
plus i hate running long distances => extremely boring u just keep running and running and running =.=
=>love sprinting hate jogging
Review (Brook's Adrenaline GTS 9):
Considering it's officially my first pair of proper running shoes (bought for technology not looks)
im quite happy with it.
good cushioning though might be wearing out a little faster than i hope it would
comfortable to wear
roomy toe box
biodegradable midsole :D (doesn't harm the environment)
some little problems
bit stiff gave me a blister on my second or third wear but havn't had this problem since then (probably into my 10th wear)
slight ache on right arch
very slight shin splints on right leg
both slight ache on right arch and slight shin splints occurred only during/after the recent interval training.
lack of grip as compared to cross trainers (not the shoes fault cos their made for running not courtwork in the first place :/ just miss the grip of the outsole of my asics gel netburner 10 which were stolen)
>.< still... running in nice comfy brooks adrenaline gts 9 feels much better than running in the cross trainers i used to wear for netball cos their made for different purposes in the first place.
sigh wanna play netball soon :/
dunno if ulu pandan cc will lemme organise another netball event (last year's one went pretty well :D)
ah well... gotta keep my grades in check as well for a levels... hai...
that's about it for today...
emo...
emo...
byebye ppl :)
need more speed too... faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster faster...
btw...
did intervals for pe today 6 rounds 2.30min 2min rest. did okay... endurance still a piece of crap. still love sprinting way more. fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast fast
oh yeah btw the other option was 8 rounds at your own pace
didn't choose it cos i didn't want to give myself a chance to slack (walk) which i would have definitely done (not like i didn't for intervals) but heck at least i minimised it.
plus i hate running long distances => extremely boring u just keep running and running and running =.=
=>love sprinting hate jogging
Review (Brook's Adrenaline GTS 9):
Considering it's officially my first pair of proper running shoes (bought for technology not looks)
im quite happy with it.
good cushioning though might be wearing out a little faster than i hope it would
comfortable to wear
roomy toe box
biodegradable midsole :D (doesn't harm the environment)
some little problems
bit stiff gave me a blister on my second or third wear but havn't had this problem since then (probably into my 10th wear)
slight ache on right arch
very slight shin splints on right leg
both slight ache on right arch and slight shin splints occurred only during/after the recent interval training.
lack of grip as compared to cross trainers (not the shoes fault cos their made for running not courtwork in the first place :/ just miss the grip of the outsole of my asics gel netburner 10 which were stolen)
>.< still... running in nice comfy brooks adrenaline gts 9 feels much better than running in the cross trainers i used to wear for netball cos their made for different purposes in the first place.
sigh wanna play netball soon :/
dunno if ulu pandan cc will lemme organise another netball event (last year's one went pretty well :D)
ah well... gotta keep my grades in check as well for a levels... hai...
that's about it for today...
emo...
emo...
byebye ppl :)
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