dam msn... zzz... i keep sending message... they keep failing to send :( ROAR!!! ... qy so hard then come online... want to talk also cannot :( hmph stupid msn... Zzz ... wad to do wad to do =.=
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz damit man... im here... if u see this... im here...... wo shi ai... ai yi zhi dou zai... (zzz im being lame)... hope u see this...
Friday, December 5, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Fever
Crap man... i was dying last night... the fever kept me awake and my head was aching like mad... like the pain even spread to my eyes... i open also pain i close also pain... then my brain was like working like mad like the neutrons and stuff were like zooming around (i never take bio) and the whole head was aching like mad the whole night... i was flipping around in bed going crazy... the aching was near excruciating man... time seemed to past soooo slowly... and i was like going crazy. then finally i couldnt stand it anymore and i got out of my bed and walked around for bout 2 min and went back to bed again... still aching... damit... i continued flipping around and i even tried to massage my head but the pain didnt go away... finally after a long time i fell asleep... and when i woke up... the fever seemed to have gone down but my head still aches... damit...
must be zhao qinyu spread de =.= hoho... lixin also got fever zzz... haish... i had better get well before shanghai gpp man.
must be zhao qinyu spread de =.= hoho... lixin also got fever zzz... haish... i had better get well before shanghai gpp man.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
La La La
You Scored as Psychology/Sociology
You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Psychology, Sociology, or related majors (e.g., Counseling, Industrial-Organizational (I-O) Psychology, Social Work, or other social science majors).
It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.
Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology and Sociology are both great minors to add to any major. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.
Psychology/Sociology
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Education/Counseling
69%
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38%
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You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Psychology, Sociology, or related majors (e.g., Counseling, Industrial-Organizational (I-O) Psychology, Social Work, or other social science majors).
It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.
Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology and Sociology are both great minors to add to any major. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.
Psychology/Sociology
88%
English/Journalism/Comm
75%
Education/Counseling
69%
French/Spanish/OtherLanguage
69%
Physics/Engineering/Computer
63%
History/Anthropology/LiberalArts
56%
Biology/Chemistry/Geology
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50%
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44%
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Visual&PerformingArts
38%
Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008
超级星光大道3
just finished watching the finals of 超级星光大道3.
徐佳莹 lala won. im pretty satisfied la cos... from the start kinda liked her le whether in character, singing or composing. yea... and maybe cos lin xin yi doesnt make me feel at ease watching her cos she dam hardworking, very... dunno how to say la.
but then, the sad thing is seeing all the negative comments on 徐佳莹 like ppl hating her, even calling her 虚假赢... walao eh dam mean sia... its like... ppl say the judges biased towards her bla bla, that shes the 内定. but then, its like... its not her fault man, even if the judges really biased towards her. its not like she asked the judges to be biased towards her right... then like so many people are against her not... its like... shes a victim here man... and probably so is lin xin yi.
then people are like saying 徐佳莹 only know how to compose blabla, shouldn't win the contest... say her singing maybe not as good as lin xin yi for example or others. but shes not too bad herself actually man, the fact that she can get until like this stage and even the champion. i mean... the judges wont choose someone who cant sing and only know how to compose to win the contest right? and i quote comments from youtube "People like new singers/stars who can 創作 in TW now. The show's name is "Million Dollar Star," not the "best singer." They are lookin for a "star," not just for a person who sings so well. 創作 is hard. 創作 is so much harder than singing. Even though she focus on 創作 so much, but she didnt' do bad on singing, either. " and "She still has so many good ideas to try other singers' songs without just coping how they sing. This is why she's special. This is why the judges say that she's unique. She's not easy to be replaced. "
all im saying is that, we should give credit for 徐佳莹and of course all the other competitors of 超级星光大道3 for putting up great performances over the past months.
man... so i hope people out there wont keep condemning 徐佳莹, shes like innocent man... yea and congrats of winning the competition man.
yea and for those who dun know about 超级星光大道, maybe in your free time can go have a look ba, there are some singapore competitors in there like 黄靖伦 , 潘嗣敬 etc. in there.
guess wad...
there's physics and chinese exams tomoro and im wasting my time away... after having screwed up almost all the previous exams especially ss geog and math... zzz... wonder how badly physics will go tomoro... o yea... in the first place... what's being tested???
徐佳莹 lala won. im pretty satisfied la cos... from the start kinda liked her le whether in character, singing or composing. yea... and maybe cos lin xin yi doesnt make me feel at ease watching her cos she dam hardworking, very... dunno how to say la.
but then, the sad thing is seeing all the negative comments on 徐佳莹 like ppl hating her, even calling her 虚假赢... walao eh dam mean sia... its like... ppl say the judges biased towards her bla bla, that shes the 内定. but then, its like... its not her fault man, even if the judges really biased towards her. its not like she asked the judges to be biased towards her right... then like so many people are against her not... its like... shes a victim here man... and probably so is lin xin yi.
then people are like saying 徐佳莹 only know how to compose blabla, shouldn't win the contest... say her singing maybe not as good as lin xin yi for example or others. but shes not too bad herself actually man, the fact that she can get until like this stage and even the champion. i mean... the judges wont choose someone who cant sing and only know how to compose to win the contest right? and i quote comments from youtube "People like new singers/stars who can 創作 in TW now. The show's name is "Million Dollar Star," not the "best singer." They are lookin for a "star," not just for a person who sings so well. 創作 is hard. 創作 is so much harder than singing. Even though she focus on 創作 so much, but she didnt' do bad on singing, either. " and "She still has so many good ideas to try other singers' songs without just coping how they sing. This is why she's special. This is why the judges say that she's unique. She's not easy to be replaced. "
all im saying is that, we should give credit for 徐佳莹and of course all the other competitors of 超级星光大道3 for putting up great performances over the past months.
man... so i hope people out there wont keep condemning 徐佳莹, shes like innocent man... yea and congrats of winning the competition man.
yea and for those who dun know about 超级星光大道, maybe in your free time can go have a look ba, there are some singapore competitors in there like 黄靖伦 , 潘嗣敬 etc. in there.
guess wad...
there's physics and chinese exams tomoro and im wasting my time away... after having screwed up almost all the previous exams especially ss geog and math... zzz... wonder how badly physics will go tomoro... o yea... in the first place... what's being tested???
Monday, June 30, 2008
Bus "Captains"
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today was supposed to be quite an okay day... until the end of the day...
...
i forgot to bring my ezlink card out this morning so i had to buy standard ticket and pay using coins on my way to school... all was fine... then went i was on my way home... i boarded bus 975, SMRT bus... the driver was an idian man in his 30s-40s (not being racist or anything, if it was a chinese i would say so too). so i took out some coins, counted em, checked em, 2 20 cents 1 10 cents and 1 golden 5 cents. then i threw em into the bloody machine. then i waited... after a short pause, i stared at the driver, and he stared back... then i was like thinking "wtf are you waiting for, press the bloody button?" then i stared at him and he stared back again. then he said, " 55cents, then he sorta looked at the machine and said 50cents"... then i was like , " huh? i put 5 cents already wad..." (he continued staring) then i stopped... sighed... and i was like fine... its the end of the day, and im tired and in no mood to quarrel with you... so i took out another 10cents and threw it in.
But still, i was feeling kinda shitty all the way on the ride back... In the middle of the journey, a guy walked onto the bus threw in either 50 or 55cents i dunno and went to sit. then the driver was like calling him and saying 50cents 50cents. then the plump guy was like took out his wallet, in a "cid" like manner, showed his student pass and said "student" in a tone like he was right and the driver was wrong. then the driver just i dunno whether he was intimidated or wad, he just pressed the ticket button...
its like, wah tat guy fierce then he just give in, i not fierce then can bully lar?
and i was bloody sure i put in 55cents anyway... cos i purposely changed 2 5cents from michelle in school before leaving=.=
putting the money aside, that was an insult to my integrity... so im still feeling kinda pissed. Bus "Captians"?... im not so sure about that... i think they better stick to Bus "Drivers".
Another incident to sorta support the above incident was like few months back, my friends and I were taking SBS bus 100, driver was a chinese, kinda bald i think... heck i cant remember... anyway, my fren forgot to bring her ezlink card lar so she paide 55cents. then the driver was like insisting she showed her ezlink card or pay adult fare. my fren was like paying in cash obviously because she didnt bring her ezlink card, then the bloody driver was making a bloody fuss and kept demanding that she pay adult fare even though she was obviously a student (wearing school uniform and destination was rvhs) =.= so in the end i forked out 50cents and paid the remaining bit for her... but we were all feeling bloody pissed with the driver cos he was being totally unreasonable and his tone wasnt likeable one bit...
bad attitudes, unreasonable, unequal treatment of all passengers... etc...
i seriously dun feel right at all at these bus drivers being called bus "captains"
of cos... some of em are really nice, but some of these bad eggs just spoil our whole impression of em...
Bus "Captains" ? Bus Drivers? ........
i dunno how to carry on man... so think about it ppl...
im going off... bb
today was supposed to be quite an okay day... until the end of the day...
...
i forgot to bring my ezlink card out this morning so i had to buy standard ticket and pay using coins on my way to school... all was fine... then went i was on my way home... i boarded bus 975, SMRT bus... the driver was an idian man in his 30s-40s (not being racist or anything, if it was a chinese i would say so too). so i took out some coins, counted em, checked em, 2 20 cents 1 10 cents and 1 golden 5 cents. then i threw em into the bloody machine. then i waited... after a short pause, i stared at the driver, and he stared back... then i was like thinking "wtf are you waiting for, press the bloody button?" then i stared at him and he stared back again. then he said, " 55cents, then he sorta looked at the machine and said 50cents"... then i was like , " huh? i put 5 cents already wad..." (he continued staring) then i stopped... sighed... and i was like fine... its the end of the day, and im tired and in no mood to quarrel with you... so i took out another 10cents and threw it in.
But still, i was feeling kinda shitty all the way on the ride back... In the middle of the journey, a guy walked onto the bus threw in either 50 or 55cents i dunno and went to sit. then the driver was like calling him and saying 50cents 50cents. then the plump guy was like took out his wallet, in a "cid" like manner, showed his student pass and said "student" in a tone like he was right and the driver was wrong. then the driver just i dunno whether he was intimidated or wad, he just pressed the ticket button...
its like, wah tat guy fierce then he just give in, i not fierce then can bully lar?
and i was bloody sure i put in 55cents anyway... cos i purposely changed 2 5cents from michelle in school before leaving=.=
putting the money aside, that was an insult to my integrity... so im still feeling kinda pissed. Bus "Captians"?... im not so sure about that... i think they better stick to Bus "Drivers".
Another incident to sorta support the above incident was like few months back, my friends and I were taking SBS bus 100, driver was a chinese, kinda bald i think... heck i cant remember... anyway, my fren forgot to bring her ezlink card lar so she paide 55cents. then the driver was like insisting she showed her ezlink card or pay adult fare. my fren was like paying in cash obviously because she didnt bring her ezlink card, then the bloody driver was making a bloody fuss and kept demanding that she pay adult fare even though she was obviously a student (wearing school uniform and destination was rvhs) =.= so in the end i forked out 50cents and paid the remaining bit for her... but we were all feeling bloody pissed with the driver cos he was being totally unreasonable and his tone wasnt likeable one bit...
bad attitudes, unreasonable, unequal treatment of all passengers... etc...
i seriously dun feel right at all at these bus drivers being called bus "captains"
of cos... some of em are really nice, but some of these bad eggs just spoil our whole impression of em...
Bus "Captains" ? Bus Drivers? ........
i dunno how to carry on man... so think about it ppl...
im going off... bb
Friday, April 4, 2008
fail... failed...
my physics is screwed. Be it magnet, electro currents, converging lens, work energy power...
damit screwed... left like 1/3 blank... and of those i did, half was crapped out rubbish... so gimme a 20 and i'll be... contented...
its like... this time i studied my ass off cos i knew magnet is like one of my shittiest topics... and lo and behold, i really did screw the dam paper up...
feeling dam sad... but probably better off than just after the test... dam emo... studied like never before... stayed up until 3.30am two days before the test to study... woke up at 4am to study for the test today... but it was still horribly screwed... whatever i studied hardly came up and all those i briefly glanced through or gave up on came up... felt like shit during the test... was basically just skipping and skipping and skipping and oops... end of paper... so the cycle repeated and i started from the start again and skipped and skipped again...
felt like an ass la... i really didnt know my stuff, didnt know why this worked and why this didnt, didnt know wad the heck was an alternating current and a direct one... didnt know how to draw magnetic field lines whatsoever, didnt know how to calculate work energy power, didnt know the definitions (i was asking about them before the test, but no one seemed to give a dam about definitions) and tada... it came up... didnt know what the hell i was doing... didnt know what the teacher was talking about, crosses and dots, didnt know what on earth i was supposed to do with the questions... was like *blank* *blank* and more *blanks*...
going to get thrown back into remedial again after finally getting out... GPA screwed, everything screwed...
only thing i can hope for... is that the weightage is as qinyu said as suria said 5%...
math quiz 3 is screwed too, dun really care about not getting back, probably get a 15 at most... english essay is screwed as well... 2 points the counter argument and stuff about the two points... hopeless... no examples... chinese test screwed as well... zong1 he2 tian2 kong4 got like half the questions wrong, li2 jie3 wen4 da2 last question already wrong... hopelesss... my gpa is screwed... even lang arts cant pull me up anymore... only thing worth waiting for? chem paper... which like almost the whole cohort did well like 4A almost everyone get gpa 4 for it and 4J lowest is like 24.5/35 ... i'd probably get 30 at most... but... everything else will just pull this whole shit down... so... wad difference does it make...?
finally like understand why some ppl cry with every bad result they get... cos its like the hardwork they put in all go to waste... like in this physics test... first time i ever like stayed up until 3.30am to study and force myself to wake up 4 am on the day of the test... and its like... wads the point... considering how badly the test went... its like... all the effort, time, energy and everything is all for nothing... its a sick feeling... probably wont feel as unhappy if i didnt spend so much effort in studying for this... first time i tried so hard... and its just dissapointing... horrible... terrible...
forget it...
oh yea...
another thing to cheer me up a teeny weeny bit?
my final 5 points are in for napfa... so it makes up my 30 points :)
normally i get like 26/27/28? so... yay..............
ah well... tat ends my day...
overall mood: sad
damit screwed... left like 1/3 blank... and of those i did, half was crapped out rubbish... so gimme a 20 and i'll be... contented...
its like... this time i studied my ass off cos i knew magnet is like one of my shittiest topics... and lo and behold, i really did screw the dam paper up...
feeling dam sad... but probably better off than just after the test... dam emo... studied like never before... stayed up until 3.30am two days before the test to study... woke up at 4am to study for the test today... but it was still horribly screwed... whatever i studied hardly came up and all those i briefly glanced through or gave up on came up... felt like shit during the test... was basically just skipping and skipping and skipping and oops... end of paper... so the cycle repeated and i started from the start again and skipped and skipped again...
felt like an ass la... i really didnt know my stuff, didnt know why this worked and why this didnt, didnt know wad the heck was an alternating current and a direct one... didnt know how to draw magnetic field lines whatsoever, didnt know how to calculate work energy power, didnt know the definitions (i was asking about them before the test, but no one seemed to give a dam about definitions) and tada... it came up... didnt know what the hell i was doing... didnt know what the teacher was talking about, crosses and dots, didnt know what on earth i was supposed to do with the questions... was like *blank* *blank* and more *blanks*...
going to get thrown back into remedial again after finally getting out... GPA screwed, everything screwed...
only thing i can hope for... is that the weightage is as qinyu said as suria said 5%...
math quiz 3 is screwed too, dun really care about not getting back, probably get a 15 at most... english essay is screwed as well... 2 points the counter argument and stuff about the two points... hopeless... no examples... chinese test screwed as well... zong1 he2 tian2 kong4 got like half the questions wrong, li2 jie3 wen4 da2 last question already wrong... hopelesss... my gpa is screwed... even lang arts cant pull me up anymore... only thing worth waiting for? chem paper... which like almost the whole cohort did well like 4A almost everyone get gpa 4 for it and 4J lowest is like 24.5/35 ... i'd probably get 30 at most... but... everything else will just pull this whole shit down... so... wad difference does it make...?
finally like understand why some ppl cry with every bad result they get... cos its like the hardwork they put in all go to waste... like in this physics test... first time i ever like stayed up until 3.30am to study and force myself to wake up 4 am on the day of the test... and its like... wads the point... considering how badly the test went... its like... all the effort, time, energy and everything is all for nothing... its a sick feeling... probably wont feel as unhappy if i didnt spend so much effort in studying for this... first time i tried so hard... and its just dissapointing... horrible... terrible...
forget it...
oh yea...
another thing to cheer me up a teeny weeny bit?
my final 5 points are in for napfa... so it makes up my 30 points :)
normally i get like 26/27/28? so... yay..............
ah well... tat ends my day...
overall mood: sad
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
school...
dam sian now... actually got quite a lot of things to blog about budden dam lazy....
anyway... i shall start and see how far i go...
so...
rewind back 2 days to monday...
had soccer for pe again :)
budden always late cos =.= teo tai wei release late =.= zzz stupid physics prac =.=
so always play a bit then end pe liao zzz
and i was noob today =.=
missed a friggin penalty...
dunno wad the hell i was thinking...
probably got distracted or smth... (rachel and hoching stopped to watch just before i was going to shoot...)
anyway... tat was a friggin excuse... my accuracy sucked ......
friggin shit... tried ter make the bloody ball spin... in the end screwed it... went off target...
zzz maybe next time i just shoot normal, no spins no nth... just power and accuracy ba zzzz...
still... it was embarrassing =.=
ok... tuesday..
pe again...
shuttle run was fun :) easy peasy...
then inclined.... i suck at this man =.= need ta train my arms... just tat no means to train=.=
no gym no nth... zzzz
and loo decided to "pick on" me=.= sigh... felt i was slacking (which i was abit only...)
first set she say do as many as you can... then i did ten and stopped... cos yingying also did 10 then stop=.=
but loo only saw me la... so she was like "do as many as you can, not ten only" in a slightly unhappy tone cos felt im slacking... which was a little bit only cos i probably could only do 13 ba if i tried ... anyway... then i say cannot le la...
the 2nd and 3rd set she say do 10
then 2nd set i do 10 then stop... then she say do more if you can =.=
then i dun want la... anyway i also cannot do much more le... then i say i cannot le la...
then she bit pissed liao ba... then she say, "victoria do 5 sets for me."
then i was like *faint*
then i do finish 3rd set then she tell me ,"still got 2 sets ar" sorta smirking away...
then i *dao3 and faint* again...
then everybody finish 3rd set liao... then she ask everybody move to track except me.... :(
then cher was like... eh she dun like you ar (or smth cant remember exact words) then i was like ... yalar....
then i decided to faster pia finish 10 while she not looking (cheat a bit, never really do properly)
then i do until 9... then sian le just drop down cos saw her looking...
then she wave hand motion for me to go over...
then i go over and we started sit ups...
so then we did sit ups 2 set 20 per sets... at her pace... was pretty ok... other than last 3... i kinda tired le... so had bit of dificulty... ROAR... (wont happen again)
so tats it for today... my bro shooing me away... ROAR...
bb peeps, see ya soon. :D
anyway... i shall start and see how far i go...
so...
rewind back 2 days to monday...
had soccer for pe again :)
budden always late cos =.= teo tai wei release late =.= zzz stupid physics prac =.=
so always play a bit then end pe liao zzz
and i was noob today =.=
missed a friggin penalty...
dunno wad the hell i was thinking...
probably got distracted or smth... (rachel and hoching stopped to watch just before i was going to shoot...)
anyway... tat was a friggin excuse... my accuracy sucked ......
friggin shit... tried ter make the bloody ball spin... in the end screwed it... went off target...
zzz maybe next time i just shoot normal, no spins no nth... just power and accuracy ba zzzz...
still... it was embarrassing =.=
ok... tuesday..
pe again...
shuttle run was fun :) easy peasy...
then inclined.... i suck at this man =.= need ta train my arms... just tat no means to train=.=
no gym no nth... zzzz
and loo decided to "pick on" me=.= sigh... felt i was slacking (which i was abit only...)
first set she say do as many as you can... then i did ten and stopped... cos yingying also did 10 then stop=.=
but loo only saw me la... so she was like "do as many as you can, not ten only" in a slightly unhappy tone cos felt im slacking... which was a little bit only cos i probably could only do 13 ba if i tried ... anyway... then i say cannot le la...
the 2nd and 3rd set she say do 10
then 2nd set i do 10 then stop... then she say do more if you can =.=
then i dun want la... anyway i also cannot do much more le... then i say i cannot le la...
then she bit pissed liao ba... then she say, "victoria do 5 sets for me."
then i was like *faint*
then i do finish 3rd set then she tell me ,"still got 2 sets ar" sorta smirking away...
then i *dao3 and faint* again...
then everybody finish 3rd set liao... then she ask everybody move to track except me.... :(
then cher was like... eh she dun like you ar (or smth cant remember exact words) then i was like ... yalar....
then i decided to faster pia finish 10 while she not looking (cheat a bit, never really do properly)
then i do until 9... then sian le just drop down cos saw her looking...
then she wave hand motion for me to go over...
then i go over and we started sit ups...
so then we did sit ups 2 set 20 per sets... at her pace... was pretty ok... other than last 3... i kinda tired le... so had bit of dificulty... ROAR... (wont happen again)
so tats it for today... my bro shooing me away... ROAR...
bb peeps, see ya soon. :D
Saturday, January 19, 2008
WALLET!
Bloody hell... i lost my friggin wallet o fuck.
My IC was inside o crap.
bout $16 inside as well.
loads of photos probably worth $12 at least.
house keys...
etc.
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bye...........
My IC was inside o crap.
bout $16 inside as well.
loads of photos probably worth $12 at least.
house keys...
etc.
heckavashit im dead. somebody save me!!!
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Wednesday, January 16, 2008
people...
been some time since i last blogged... anyway im back.
im an introvert.
im more comfortable with people i know... but... who isnt? ......
but im definitely not an extrovert tats for sure.
so then... today i'll be talking bit bout 3/4B and bout relations.
some ppl click very easily with others some ppl dont.
some ppl click well with others yet cant click well with ... others.
its true... its like if ur personalities dont match its hard to become close to each other, regardless of how much time u spend together.
so its like this thing cant be forced... if ur personality and this other person doesn't click, then its really hard to become close. hmm...
and then... sometimes i feel dam sian... its like i think a lot... i consider a lot of things before i actually do something. sometimes i wish i didnt think so much, tat i can be more straightforward, just act first and think later. its like... lets say someone talks to me, asks me a simple question... i also can think like quite long before answering... think of how the other person will feel if i answer in this way or that way... does it sound rude etc. sometimes its dam frustrating. i'd rather be more ... simple minded?... straightforward and dun tink so much... cos its really taxing. and it does screw up relationships with others la...
like meijie... shes dam smart, she uses her brain a lot and is dam hardworking. and shes funky. lol. yea so by rights having been in the same class as her for over 1 year and hanging out together... it somehow doesn't seem right tat we're not as close as we ought to be. its like shes nice budden she thinks alot too. i wouldn't say im dam smart but if i say that im stupid, i would be lying =.= so this is where the personality thing happens... she smart and she thinks alot. im not stupid and i think a lot too. so when two ppl who think alot hang out together, the result is TOO much thinking... so, i try to think of what she is thinking, and i from my thinking of what she is thinking, i sorta know that she is thinking about wad im thinking . =.= (bit confusing?) yea tats the result of way TOO much thinking, and this often leads to misunderstandings cos sometimes u think wrongly.
heres an example: there was this once me, meijie and huixian bought a 1.5 litre bottle of drink after pe. so we drank and poured and drank and poured. so after i poured maybe the third helping of drinks for myself and huixian i left bout 1 cup worth of the drink for meijie. so when she poured the last bit of the drink into her cup, my eyes were basically following the drink cos i was afraid there wouldn't be enough for her. (this is me thinking now) ... and then, meijie realised i was watching the drink so she thought (this is her thinking now) i wanted the drink, so she poured the remaining bit of the drink into my cup. so i was feeling kinda stupid cos, i was afraid there wouldn't be enough for her and ended up she thought i wanted more so... basically tat was kinda silly and i would have laughed if i wasnt feeling so stupid =.=
anyway... so tat was one example of way Too much thinking... zzzz... see... this wad happens when two ppl who think too much hang out together... so sadly... until now... i still cant say that im very close frens with meiji and tat we do share some akward moments when the two of us are like alone =.= ROAR... damit man this sux cos shes nice and funky, budden its just tat somehow we cant click nicely :(
alright so tats a pity... and im feeling shitty (hey it rhymes) ok tat was dam lame.
anyway, so then ima talk a bit about 3/4B. bout the girls ba... not bout the guys in case it leads to some misunderstandings like poor wuyi had today. so then 19 girls. i group them into 5 cliques. 1.meije huixian and me de clique 2.chih yun sheryl de ++ de clique 3. zoey veng yi ++de clique 4. deng yin ying ting ++ de clique 5. charlene cassandra ++de clique. of cos among cliques and cliques some are closer to each other so i'll merge them up into ... 1.meijie huixian + chihyun sheryl ++ de clique 2. zoey veng yi ying ting deng yin ++ de clique 3. charlene cassandra ++ de clique so naturally some ppl are closer to some ppl... some ppl probably dun like some ppl as much. and so rifts appear and well cracks appear... and so, they're not very good for the class spirit ain't it. so wad happens?????
dun worry... there are some peace makers floating around... like ME. yea so... i float around and sorta be the peacemaker. anyway so wad do we peacemakers do? we go around looking for trouble ( sounds wrong )... ok we go around and we'll try to know wads happening. see why maybe someone isn't happy with someone else.
alot of times... as being peacemaker i found out... these unhappiness occurr mostly due to misunderstandings and well different opinions and also... standing up for frens.
ah let me explain the last bit "standing up for frens". this actually happens when one party isit very happy with "someone" for maybe something tat person does. then this other party, being frens with tat "someone" will be unhappy with the first party cos she feels tat the first party is lets say being rude or ap or many others etc. to tat "someone". so then this unhappiness chain goes on and on... and it's up for peacemakers like me to go to the rescue :) yay... ok... no im being lame again. wad i normally do is tat i go listen to both parties and probably try to reason with them, let them put themselves in the other party's shoes... (probably cos i do that loads of the time... think and think and think) yea... and hopefully the matter gets resolved :)
budden, u cant please everyone. theres bound to be ppl who don't like you. but there's nothin much u can do =.= like the northen ireland issue... been going on for years. protestants and catholics fighting. bombs going off ever so often... and what happens? many innocent neutralists get killed. they don't stand on either side, they sit on the wall... just like the me, the floaters... neutral... yet... often you'll get pulled into the battle... and sometimes, if ur unfortunate... u get killed...
so then.... this has been a pretty long post... loads of stuff tats been happening... so...
been blogging for like more than an hour... so... really tired... bye~
im an introvert.
im more comfortable with people i know... but... who isnt? ......
but im definitely not an extrovert tats for sure.
so then... today i'll be talking bit bout 3/4B and bout relations.
some ppl click very easily with others some ppl dont.
some ppl click well with others yet cant click well with ... others.
its true... its like if ur personalities dont match its hard to become close to each other, regardless of how much time u spend together.
so its like this thing cant be forced... if ur personality and this other person doesn't click, then its really hard to become close. hmm...
and then... sometimes i feel dam sian... its like i think a lot... i consider a lot of things before i actually do something. sometimes i wish i didnt think so much, tat i can be more straightforward, just act first and think later. its like... lets say someone talks to me, asks me a simple question... i also can think like quite long before answering... think of how the other person will feel if i answer in this way or that way... does it sound rude etc. sometimes its dam frustrating. i'd rather be more ... simple minded?... straightforward and dun tink so much... cos its really taxing. and it does screw up relationships with others la...
like meijie... shes dam smart, she uses her brain a lot and is dam hardworking. and shes funky. lol. yea so by rights having been in the same class as her for over 1 year and hanging out together... it somehow doesn't seem right tat we're not as close as we ought to be. its like shes nice budden she thinks alot too. i wouldn't say im dam smart but if i say that im stupid, i would be lying =.= so this is where the personality thing happens... she smart and she thinks alot. im not stupid and i think a lot too. so when two ppl who think alot hang out together, the result is TOO much thinking... so, i try to think of what she is thinking, and i from my thinking of what she is thinking, i sorta know that she is thinking about wad im thinking . =.= (bit confusing?) yea tats the result of way TOO much thinking, and this often leads to misunderstandings cos sometimes u think wrongly.
heres an example: there was this once me, meijie and huixian bought a 1.5 litre bottle of drink after pe. so we drank and poured and drank and poured. so after i poured maybe the third helping of drinks for myself and huixian i left bout 1 cup worth of the drink for meijie. so when she poured the last bit of the drink into her cup, my eyes were basically following the drink cos i was afraid there wouldn't be enough for her. (this is me thinking now) ... and then, meijie realised i was watching the drink so she thought (this is her thinking now) i wanted the drink, so she poured the remaining bit of the drink into my cup. so i was feeling kinda stupid cos, i was afraid there wouldn't be enough for her and ended up she thought i wanted more so... basically tat was kinda silly and i would have laughed if i wasnt feeling so stupid =.=
anyway... so tat was one example of way Too much thinking... zzzz... see... this wad happens when two ppl who think too much hang out together... so sadly... until now... i still cant say that im very close frens with meiji and tat we do share some akward moments when the two of us are like alone =.= ROAR... damit man this sux cos shes nice and funky, budden its just tat somehow we cant click nicely :(
alright so tats a pity... and im feeling shitty (hey it rhymes) ok tat was dam lame.
anyway, so then ima talk a bit about 3/4B. bout the girls ba... not bout the guys in case it leads to some misunderstandings like poor wuyi had today. so then 19 girls. i group them into 5 cliques. 1.meije huixian and me de clique 2.chih yun sheryl de ++ de clique 3. zoey veng yi ++de clique 4. deng yin ying ting ++ de clique 5. charlene cassandra ++de clique. of cos among cliques and cliques some are closer to each other so i'll merge them up into ... 1.meijie huixian + chihyun sheryl ++ de clique 2. zoey veng yi ying ting deng yin ++ de clique 3. charlene cassandra ++ de clique so naturally some ppl are closer to some ppl... some ppl probably dun like some ppl as much. and so rifts appear and well cracks appear... and so, they're not very good for the class spirit ain't it. so wad happens?????
dun worry... there are some peace makers floating around... like ME. yea so... i float around and sorta be the peacemaker. anyway so wad do we peacemakers do? we go around looking for trouble ( sounds wrong )... ok we go around and we'll try to know wads happening. see why maybe someone isn't happy with someone else.
alot of times... as being peacemaker i found out... these unhappiness occurr mostly due to misunderstandings and well different opinions and also... standing up for frens.
ah let me explain the last bit "standing up for frens". this actually happens when one party isit very happy with "someone" for maybe something tat person does. then this other party, being frens with tat "someone" will be unhappy with the first party cos she feels tat the first party is lets say being rude or ap or many others etc. to tat "someone". so then this unhappiness chain goes on and on... and it's up for peacemakers like me to go to the rescue :) yay... ok... no im being lame again. wad i normally do is tat i go listen to both parties and probably try to reason with them, let them put themselves in the other party's shoes... (probably cos i do that loads of the time... think and think and think) yea... and hopefully the matter gets resolved :)
budden, u cant please everyone. theres bound to be ppl who don't like you. but there's nothin much u can do =.= like the northen ireland issue... been going on for years. protestants and catholics fighting. bombs going off ever so often... and what happens? many innocent neutralists get killed. they don't stand on either side, they sit on the wall... just like the me, the floaters... neutral... yet... often you'll get pulled into the battle... and sometimes, if ur unfortunate... u get killed...
so then.... this has been a pretty long post... loads of stuff tats been happening... so...
been blogging for like more than an hour... so... really tired... bye~
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