my physics is screwed. Be it magnet, electro currents, converging lens, work energy power...
damit screwed... left like 1/3 blank... and of those i did, half was crapped out rubbish... so gimme a 20 and i'll be... contented...
its like... this time i studied my ass off cos i knew magnet is like one of my shittiest topics... and lo and behold, i really did screw the dam paper up...
feeling dam sad... but probably better off than just after the test... dam emo... studied like never before... stayed up until 3.30am two days before the test to study... woke up at 4am to study for the test today... but it was still horribly screwed... whatever i studied hardly came up and all those i briefly glanced through or gave up on came up... felt like shit during the test... was basically just skipping and skipping and skipping and oops... end of paper... so the cycle repeated and i started from the start again and skipped and skipped again...
felt like an ass la... i really didnt know my stuff, didnt know why this worked and why this didnt, didnt know wad the heck was an alternating current and a direct one... didnt know how to draw magnetic field lines whatsoever, didnt know how to calculate work energy power, didnt know the definitions (i was asking about them before the test, but no one seemed to give a dam about definitions) and tada... it came up... didnt know what the hell i was doing... didnt know what the teacher was talking about, crosses and dots, didnt know what on earth i was supposed to do with the questions... was like *blank* *blank* and more *blanks*...
going to get thrown back into remedial again after finally getting out... GPA screwed, everything screwed...
only thing i can hope for... is that the weightage is as qinyu said as suria said 5%...
math quiz 3 is screwed too, dun really care about not getting back, probably get a 15 at most... english essay is screwed as well... 2 points the counter argument and stuff about the two points... hopeless... no examples... chinese test screwed as well... zong1 he2 tian2 kong4 got like half the questions wrong, li2 jie3 wen4 da2 last question already wrong... hopelesss... my gpa is screwed... even lang arts cant pull me up anymore... only thing worth waiting for? chem paper... which like almost the whole cohort did well like 4A almost everyone get gpa 4 for it and 4J lowest is like 24.5/35 ... i'd probably get 30 at most... but... everything else will just pull this whole shit down... so... wad difference does it make...?
finally like understand why some ppl cry with every bad result they get... cos its like the hardwork they put in all go to waste... like in this physics test... first time i ever like stayed up until 3.30am to study and force myself to wake up 4 am on the day of the test... and its like... wads the point... considering how badly the test went... its like... all the effort, time, energy and everything is all for nothing... its a sick feeling... probably wont feel as unhappy if i didnt spend so much effort in studying for this... first time i tried so hard... and its just dissapointing... horrible... terrible...
forget it...
oh yea...
another thing to cheer me up a teeny weeny bit?
my final 5 points are in for napfa... so it makes up my 30 points :)
normally i get like 26/27/28? so... yay..............
ah well... tat ends my day...
overall mood: sad
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